Hello friends,
It's been tough, hasn't it? Here's a snippet I wrote in my journal back in March:
Day 23982 of quarantine (ok, it's actually day 19). I opened the windows to let the outside in. I went on a walk and touched a pile of white petals that had blown into the gutter. A friend said I shouldn't touch things on the ground and she's right. But I couldn't resist their softness. AJ, my partner of 6 years, plays computer games on the weekends and I fall asleep to the blue glow and click clack of a mechanical keyboard. I've already made all the FaceTime calls. I repotted the plants. I mended the clothes. I'm tired of cooking. I miss standing in someone else's kitchen and talking about nothing in particular. I miss coffee shops and bowling alleys. I wonder if there will ever be a time in the future when I'm not thinking so much about germs.
The company I work for laid off 11 employees. The rest of us got a 13% pay cut. Still, I am one of the lucky ones. Lucky to not be deemed essential. Lucky to be inside, working and getting paid from my kitchen counter. Lucky to be doing terrible yoga in the living room.