I am currently with my grandmother that is slowly exiting this existence, my mother who is coming to terms in her own way with becoming an orphan at 67, and a brand new baby, all of us independently coping with the evolving generational trauma and complexities it causes in our relationships. And I keep looking at my precious, weeks old child and my brain says, "we're all going to die one day and leave you all alone!".
So Nic, you are not alone. Take all the time you need.
I am currently with my grandmother that is slowly exiting this existence, my mother who is coming to terms in her own way with becoming an orphan at 67, and a brand new baby, all of us independently coping with the evolving generational trauma and complexities it causes in our relationships. And I keep looking at my precious, weeks old child and my brain says, "we're all going to die one day and leave you all alone!".
So Nic, you are not alone. Take all the time you need.