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September 5, 2026

whether or not

whether or not

Screenshot of whether or not; a flower overlaid with ink slashes, in cyan, pink and orange. Okay, there's still a few rough edges, but I've finally got my game engine building for the web, so I actually have something to share this month. It's a very simple audiovisual musical instrument. I ran out of time so it doesn't handle polyphony very well, but I like how the visuals turned out.

Inspired by the visuals for this Hibushibire track.

The download includes a web build which should run on any browser and any OS (note: I've only tested it on firefox so far). I also included a Linux AppImage if you're on Linux; the only difference is that it responds to MIDI input in addition to keyboard input.

Download whether or not

Now that I can build for the web I'm also going to experiment with hosting it on my site. I'm a little wary of bandwidth usage though, so this is an experiment for the time being. I might delete it before the end of the month if the bandwidth gets out of hand:

Run whether or not in your browser

controls: space: random note; zxcvbnm,: specific note

The Rules:

  • The file at this link will be deleted 1 month from now (3/10/26).
  • All downloads are zipfiles containing a web build.
  • All source code and assets are included, licensed under the Anti-Capitalist Software License.
  • As long as you abide by the license, you can do whatever you want with the download.

Further Reading

A cool story about a female porter on the Great Lakes.

I get Waiting for Superman vibes from this short story:

"If you find this, I did my best, and they had a good day, and with any luck they never knew what happened."

Look at this cool archive of Amiga art! My favourites: Ecole Brassart; Paul McLaughlin (esp. Phantom Fighter - Level 1)

Will We Ever Solve the Problem of Losing Data?:

"I know of one data storage form that can be permanent: a library. Or rather, a world full of libraries. Libraries aren’t perfect storage devices (nothing is), but they are fiercely committed to self-repair. A good library is a collection of people, technologies, and practices that pass an obligation—to remember the things we must remember—from the last generation to the next."

A gorgeous animated short from the 2023 Annecy Festival.

it was a willingness to be changed:

"we’re not in that version of this story. We’re in the one where the prince has fallen in love with the world. No thank you, says the prince to the messenger. I have learned to feel everything. Every day it hurts, and every day I make something new. My friend brings me peaches at the beginning of July. I named his kid, if you can believe that. My hair is going white and my tattoos are faded. This is the body I have lived in. What else am I going to do with it but keep living? Here, says the prince, I drew these circles. That’s not art, says the messenger. No, says the prince, I’m not trying to be a great maker of circles. But if you put them all in a row, you have a lot."

A long read about an academic falsely accusing Tilly Walden of plagiarism. I've always liked Walden's work, it's sad to see her attacked like this.

The Lovers Communication System: a universal bridge between the different languages of the world.

The Czar's Daughter by Tim Kreider


That's it for me this month. It's starting to get a bit chillier now, but the leaves haven't turned here yet. Wishing you a warm, hopeful autumn wherever you are.

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