01/04/26

I dreamed about a long hallway and unnerving beings and that I could fly but flying wasn’t easy, I had to push very hard against the air. I am used to spending a lot of time alone. I have to make something from my days in hell or it’s all for nothing. I saw the photos you posted and you were smiling a lot. I love to learn about new symbols and how everything is everything is everything. I am so uninteresting it’s embarrassing. I am so uninteresting it makes me sick. I am reading a book right now about a woman who is obsessed with a man and all she does is wait wait wait for him to call. I hate it here. I light candles almost every night. I can’t imagine it. I feel ten emotions within each second. I want to watch that other film by the guy who made the one I watched recently about love. I can’t believe it. I mostly take photographs of my shoes, staircases, hotel rooms, my body, products, signs, the moon. I am not good at anything. I am good at keeping going. I like it when the house is clean and the sun is rising. I like to consider how things might be, later on.