I told myself it would take a long time
10/02/26 Too good Too common Too intrigued Help, hot, optimistic Thanks for the advice
I want to write something about Z
03/02/26 Z disappeared months ago. Z thought I had special powers and told me to use them. Z held tightly to discomfort. Z was calm on the outside. Z talked...
if time were an option
25/01/26 Considering the situation I guess Elizabeth How are you? I understand this slightly comforting Elizabeth I miss I'm sure x to explain extremely...
hope and fatigue
21/01/26 last night at dinner, R was giving me options. there is always money vs. something else. I couldn’t believe the numbers that came out of his mouth....
Salamanca
17/01/26 we went to Salamanca at the last minute. sandy coloured stones, little bridge, shells, library with that poetry book, restaurant with lilac...
alignment
13/01/26 at my desk I eat carrots and walnuts and imagine floating away, never to be heard from again. I have coffee when I get up which is like 5.30 or 6am...
bruise, third eye
11/01/26 it’s always a little hollow and u have to do that thing with your mind, telling yourself what to think and feel. and u just have to hope it waves...
late morning
07/01/26 Going home or had a meeting or both idk. He placed items haphazardly into a bag while philosophising aloud about freedom and fairness. I nodded...
clean, futile
05/01/26 floaty and sick thinking about S, when he came over in the morning yesterday he smelled so clean like clothes that have just been washed and then...
enabler
03/01/26 I am haunted by dirt is there therapy for this i don’t have time for therapy I want to be buried in the salt i am a mermaid how did that bunny know...
patience, gift
01/01/26 the card for January is the nine of swords, this card points to my insomnia. but I felt calm when I looked at the image on it, the person in the bed...