i wish for you

i see you
and i hope for you
i see you
and i smile for you
i see you
and i want for you
i see you
and i wish for you
i only wish good things for you

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this was a different place 14 years ago

hydrate

hydrate
when you are sad
hydrate
when you are tired
hydrate
when you are bored
hydrate
like your life depends on it
hydrate
because it does
hydrate
friend
hydrate

hydrate

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an annual journal of literature made to exist on the web

object constancy

const object: unknown = {  
  infant: "understands their caregiver exists, even when out of sight",
  child: "maintains a positive view of a parent, even when they are upset",
  adult: "preserves emotional connection with a partner, even when things are weird",
} 

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a website that seems to beckon you to explore it

travelling

why is it that when i travel
it takes up all the space in my head
it’s just a short trip
but what if i forget something
what if i get lost
but
what if
i enjoy it?

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it's for security

newness

shiny new experiences
bring shiny new feelings
warmth and hope and ambition
and drive
hold on to this
hold on
it’s worth it
and so are you
just drive

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the room starts to shimmer at the edges of my vision

the door

i know you feel trapped
sometimes
i know it’s hard
right now
you’re hurting in this room
where all you can do is gaze
out of the window
that’s locked
and dirty
and small
but if there wasn’t a way out
you wouldn’t have found a way in
and sometimes
all you need to do
is turn around
and find the door

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look at this

this is me from the past

hello from me from the past
i wrote these words last week

everything is from the past
nothing is from the future
everything is a memory
existing, then fading, then gone

in this moment we are all memories
i am a memory of you
you are a memory of me
we are past
and present
but never future
now

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with love to electrical trans sisters

in seven years

who will you be
in seven years?
what will you do
for seven years?
if all that is left
is seven years
what would you change, today?

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this is not an actual island

moderate your exposure to bullshit

consume all the stuff that makes you feel joy
share it so others can feel, and bubble
find it again, again, again
again and again
more, still more
now is the time to love, my love
what else do we have?
but this

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not all decisions are technical ones

once you start to feel again

we numb ourselves with thinking
and in turn cause physical pain
we numb ourselves with routine
and forget to enjoy the sky
we numb ourselves with indulgence
and scrolling and scrolling and clicking and scrolling and
we numb ourselves for protection
and lose identity and self
and once you start to feel again
that’s when you start to live
and once you start to feel again
and once you start to feel
and once you start
you become

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it is now 89 seconds to midnight

on manifestation

believe
it will be
trust
it will become
act
it will be given
manifest
it will be beautiful

it will
will it

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what makes you

what makes you
what makes you
what makes you
you wonder
is it love
is it pain
is it wealth
is it gain
is it none of the above
is it something and nothing
is it worth it
what makes you
you wonder

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can you beat the game?

relentless

when one thing ends
another begins
and when that, then, ends
another
but if we will it to stop
will life end, in turn?

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it's always in the last place you look

what do you hope for

the collective cries of 'happy new year' make me feel uneasy
i haven't yet figured out why
and so i wish you peace and comfort
and health and wonder
and everything you want to manifest

don’t go anywhere
i need you

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i want to be exceptional

you must make space for failure
only then, will you grow

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everything digital feels so broken

you are more than what you produce

you are a living being
so live

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masked musicians

a commonplace book

i have been collecting too many "ideas" formally, leading to idea overwhelm. and so i acquired a "commonplace book", a blank notebook, a little place to write down passing thoughts, observations, silly things, joyful things. it's tiny so it fits in a coat pocket, i can take it on walks, and carry it in my small handbag. it feels kinda nice.

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layers

keyboards are like people layers upon layers we stumble yet we navigate and we ascend you, too, can succeed i'm trying

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oh no

untitled

the words will not come today
maybe, tomorrow
and if not then
maybe, soon

soon

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when your world is cold

when your world is cold
you may think it dead
but there's life
if you will it

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an exploration of digital conversation