tour diary: tour is over
12:31 PM. en route back to new york.
okay so i forgot to write this tour diary the past two days. and for that i’m sorry. honestly, all the driving has turned into sleeping and dissociating (non-derogatory).
thank you all for showing up and showing out and bringing people. to go on tour in new places and have every place have people in it watching and exchanging energy with us feels so special. it means the world to share the music and ourselves in this way. <3
i’m really sad tour is over. this is unsurprising. but with tour concluding now it’s not only the return to ‘real’ ‘life’ (derogatory) it’s also the return to building the rest of the band’s plan out (pushing releases! pushing shows! next tour! etc.) and honestly that whole process is far more ephemeral and the reward, if you get it at all, can slowly just slip through your fingers.
so you don’t return from tour and rest. you have to return from tour and build and build and build because it never really ends. and the upside of this is that we don’t have to stop if we can keep the dread at bay.
but i am super inspired. and because of tour, i feel like my soul and mind and body are one and i am locked in with the universe. and for this i feel extremely grateful.
so we finished the set in charlottesville and we were packing up our stuff and i turned to jonathan and andrew and was like okay so we’re writing on saturday. and of course the answer was hell yeah.
see you on april 18th, brooklyn.