in the days after
in the days after, i write, and i forget. the thoughts regress into mush and i begin to use my phone again. i forget all the things i must do to make the days come: the emails, the events, the words i must say to others to feign success and gain more of it. in the days after, i know it’s a post-tour depression but i also know there is much to do to prepare for the ep release and its show and everything after.
last night i had to tell claire “i need my year of rest and relaxation tn (aka locking into PG work) or else i’d be there” and of course i did very little but ate food too spicy for me to eat (thanks to julia and her red curry with bird’s eye chili) and watched coal miner’s daughter (also with julia).
anyway, in the days after, i will ask you to pre save our ep and come hang with us at our show. and that is what i’m doing.
until then <3