What's working is starting each day with a gratitude rampage, delivering said GR in a pissed-off voice when I'm not feeling it, laughing at myself, admitting when I'm a "bitter melon" about something (like people who fall apart in a crisis) and that it's jealousy and 180° from jealousy I'll find the real desire, honesty honesty honesty honesty, No Spend November (supported by Cody Cook-Parrott in a Discord group with others called Object Study), being silly in love with my honey, my cats, and our piebald ball python, the maximum dose of infusion meds beating pain down from a very spicy 7.5 to a perfectly manageable 5-6, making small art with pieces of Pearl's (the snake) shed skin, and wearing a mirror necklace to reflect negative and excessive energy and protect my peace and clarity.
What's working is starting each day with a gratitude rampage, delivering said GR in a pissed-off voice when I'm not feeling it, laughing at myself, admitting when I'm a "bitter melon" about something (like people who fall apart in a crisis) and that it's jealousy and 180° from jealousy I'll find the real desire, honesty honesty honesty honesty, No Spend November (supported by Cody Cook-Parrott in a Discord group with others called Object Study), being silly in love with my honey, my cats, and our piebald ball python, the maximum dose of infusion meds beating pain down from a very spicy 7.5 to a perfectly manageable 5-6, making small art with pieces of Pearl's (the snake) shed skin, and wearing a mirror necklace to reflect negative and excessive energy and protect my peace and clarity.