Admittedly the past week has been unhealthy for me again, partly my bad but also due to having heated discussions with a lot of friends and family for the past week.
But gotten to watch in a watch party more Dead End: Paranormal Park and was open with my friends how my brain tends to interpret media, nature, any interaction as a comment about my life in the grandar scheme of things (which is why Trinity was starting to feel toxic as a name for me) --- and I opened up to my friends about it who acknowledge that sometimes that happens and it can be normal to live with.
For that I've been hiding it most my whole life. Yet over the years since I fell apart in 2019 November I've been working hard to reclaim my identity than lose it, say like Catra making that choice in the final season of She Ra in the episode Corridors --- I really enjoy on YouTube Five by Five Takes' video about that episode, Corridors. Because what I've learned is that the light of the Internet and World Wide Web is an identity erasing machine if you are not careful using it in a healthy and good way to constitute your identity in that balance.
Admittedly the past week has been unhealthy for me again, partly my bad but also due to having heated discussions with a lot of friends and family for the past week.
But gotten to watch in a watch party more Dead End: Paranormal Park and was open with my friends how my brain tends to interpret media, nature, any interaction as a comment about my life in the grandar scheme of things (which is why Trinity was starting to feel toxic as a name for me) --- and I opened up to my friends about it who acknowledge that sometimes that happens and it can be normal to live with.
For that I've been hiding it most my whole life. Yet over the years since I fell apart in 2019 November I've been working hard to reclaim my identity than lose it, say like Catra making that choice in the final season of She Ra in the episode Corridors --- I really enjoy on YouTube Five by Five Takes' video about that episode, Corridors. Because what I've learned is that the light of the Internet and World Wide Web is an identity erasing machine if you are not careful using it in a healthy and good way to constitute your identity in that balance.