The first newsletter of 2024 is here, and it’s written from Madrid, that’s a new one! Unfortunately, I’m not on holidays, on the beach, sunbathing with a mojito in one hand and the laptop in another. It’s winter here this time of the year, cold and with some rainy days, but at least I’ve seen the sun for longer stretches. Nonetheless, changing the working environment from London to Madrid for a few weeks is priceless. Let’s jump now to the topic of this week.
I remember several times being in a meeting after an incident that caused the servers to go down. Appreciations flew my way on every occasion I resolved the issues and brought the service up again. While it didn’t feel bad to see my efforts recognised, it didn’t feel good. I knew that, most likely, something was going to happen soon, in a few days or next week.
As if it were normal that the application was the Hydra or the Nemean lion that had to be slain regularly in one of the many labours, I was being praised as a hero. Performing heroic deeds day in and day out took a toll on me, I was stressed, tired, I couldn’t relax or feel like I could take long holidays. At that time, I was the only developer, if I would’ve got hit by a bus, the company would’ve had a big problem, and so would I, but of another kind.
When I was being praised for the heroics, all I could think about is that I wanted to hang the hero’s hat. It can feel good to be “the guy”, the person everyone depends on, it might boost the ego or make you feel important, but, under the veneer of “the guy” there’s just a bottleneck, a single point of failure. Don’t be “that guy”.