Lately, I've been feeling really overwhelmed and stressed out by the number of things I am doing and the things I want to do that I am not currently doing. Including the new game, I'm actively working on three games:

• DOSIMETER, a toxic yuri mecha shooter game about shooting bugs. This will take several years to make, and I don't intend to be done with this anytime soon.
• fishy facts, a wholesome yuri puzzle game about a marine biologist and a succubus going on dates at the aquarium. I'm hoping to release this game in a year or so. I'm hoping that releasing smaller games can help with finding an audience for my larger projects.
• Ultraprocessor Ribbon, an adult game inspired by arkanoid that I'm helping the Demuresoft team with. This isn't a very big focus for me, but I do help out from time to time. The team is planning to release sometime this year.

In addition to that, I'm trying to maintain a better presence on social media and build up my experience and skill with marketing myself. This includes trying to:

• Send one newsletter every month or two
• Post one video every month
• Stream consistently three times a week

The part that I think I'll have the most trouble with is the video. The one I made for this month was a bit painful. The writing could use some work and I spent most of my time figuring out how to produce the footage. I think I need to find cheaper or easier ways to make videos.

That said, I currently maintain the same kind of focused determination the pizza guy from Death Stranding has (I still need to play that). Nothing will stop me from making my pizza videogames!!!

news

📺 type-safe behavior trees in godot - I've never made a behavior tree either, so obviously it should be better to use something someone more experienced than me has made. Beehave does, by all means, meet the requirements you might have for AI in a new game project. But I. Don't. Like it! Watch…

🧩 fishy facts editor - I've started working on an editor for a small puzzle game called fishy facts. It's about a marine biologist and a succubus going on dates at the aquarium, and each completed puzzle gets you a fish fact and/or pun! Read...

🌔 t/suki sociocracy - I organized the small community I started into a Sociocratic organization, so that it can be run by and for the community! You can read the minutes of the organizing meetings online. Read…

feelings

🎶 Andrew Bird - Roma Fade - The tension between creepiness and desire along with a metaphorical connection to x-rays gives a sharp and ethereal listening experience with so much to read into. Listen…

🎶 RYKARD - North Cormorant Obscurity - It feels like I'm traveling underwater, or that I'm looking over a snowy and windswept vista, or through space. There's so many different layers to listen for that compliment each other. Listen…

😆 We really should've gone to Chili's - I've been a little obsessed with the Wizards with Guns comedy skits. I don't like every skit they do, but the absurd, nightmarish situations the characters sometimes end up in leave me crying in pained laughter. Watch...