Wow. We've all been through some shit at some point or another, but this is heavy stuff. I kept hoping it was some dark April Fools thing, but it is too sincere for that. I wish you the best as you get through this. I assume it is a bit like grief (but on a much larger scale), where (like Hell) you need to get through it to get past it. You are not "better" on the other side, but different in how you handle things. You made a wise decision giving yourself time to honestly deal with it. Best wishes and support.
Wow. We've all been through some shit at some point or another, but this is heavy stuff. I kept hoping it was some dark April Fools thing, but it is too sincere for that. I wish you the best as you get through this. I assume it is a bit like grief (but on a much larger scale), where (like Hell) you need to get through it to get past it. You are not "better" on the other side, but different in how you handle things. You made a wise decision giving yourself time to honestly deal with it. Best wishes and support.