dear friends,
when i was in college, i was on my way to becoming an atheist.
i didn't declare this blatantly but i was telling a few close friends that i didn't know if i believed in god anymore. it was too simple, irrational, and mythic.
college was also a dark time for me. it was the first time i've ever experienced anxiety to the point of paranoia.
there was a time a couldn't sleep alone at night. i would beg my friends to stay with me until the break of dawn. i would often look under my bed if someone was there and would quadruple check if the front door was locked like a mad man.
it was a living hell, but i look back at that time with only gratitude. on the other side of that pain and trauma, was a shift in consciousness. i started meditating, doing yoga, and even became vegan.
and the whole "god" idea was up for debate again.
but i still wasn't 100% convinced; even when i was relentlessly exploring divine truth and spirituality.
i'm writing this email many years later without a doubt of god's existence.
it takes a miracle for this conviction to be alive in anyone's heart; and to descend to the deepest pits of bottom to be desperate enough to say, "god, please save me."
but that's a story for another time. one that i'll share when the moment feels right.
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🪴 this week: i published a video on the the neutral mind. i write about the age of aquarius. i create my first course, a course in chakras.
this week on angel sandy ☁️
🌿 the neutral mind
i made a video about the neutral mind in the context of love and shifting closer to your soul. there's a misconception that when you're neutral, you're apathetic and cold. i explain why that couldn't be further from the truth. watch it here.
♒ the age of aquarius
i learned about the age of aquarius studying kundalini yoga and astrology. before that, i only knew of it through the 5th dimension song, aquarius. astrological ages mark different time periods that parallel massive changes on earth, each lasting roughly 2000 years. we've recently left the age of pisces and have now entered the age of aquarius. read about it here.
🧿 a course in chakras
i've just created my first course ever: a course in chakras. the chakras are the seven energy centers in your body - located from the base of the spine to the crown of the head. you can access the course page here.
🌧️ good bye, for now.
until next week, dear friends.
may you be gentle, patient, and kind.
xx
🦋 angel sandy
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