You arrive in stages.

It happens one day at school, this sudden awareness of your body,

This sudden sensation of being alive.

It’s devastating.

How do I deal with this? You wonder

Everyone else seems to have it together, why can’t you?

You just want to go disappear into a tree, like in Greek mythology.

The next time you arrive is much later.

You learn why everything is hard, why you feel tired all the time.

You were speaking an esoteric language without knowing it.

Your teacher understands. The relief is palpable.

Your final arrival comes at the same time.

Someone reads your cards. They see you.

”you need more tools,” they say, “to get out of fear.”

“Try painting “

You’re willing to do anything, because your fear has taken over.

You find your thing.

Life becomes busy. The arrivals happen every day now. You know that the call is to be here, on Earth, even in these difficult times. You become a shapeshifter, moving in awareness from your human bodysuit back to your souls origin, which comes from mystical earth, in lands that were forgotten by the human brain but that you know to be true in your bones.

Hello, fellow shapeshifter. You are welcome here.