06/06/2026

1. I took a photo of the moon on the night we met, thinking I might need a memento in the future.

2. I feel the self slipping away again and then I catch it.

3. But through performance is how I understand the world.

4. Writing down the questions I want to ask you.

5. Why do I beg and then not believe?

6. I wanted it and then I got it and now I am an angry child lying on the floor with a tear shivering on my cheek.

7. We exchanged our worst flaws, I told you that I can be quite judgemental.

8. I don’t want to accidentally fall in love with someone who only believes in beautiful things.

9. Relating to myself through your perception of me, which has been formed through an idealised projection related to the longing that was present in all of your past selves.

10. I thank god every day that you could never fully grasp me.

11. If you can’t decipher the roots and manifestations of your lover’s core shame, what do you have?

12. Crush a purple crystal into my eye so I can really see it all.

13. Image of the beautiful face, the beautiful face appearing in front of mine.

14. Fragile, when you say we could talk about that later.

15. Noise and bodies and copies of copies of copies. If you can’t let them fall away, there is a disappearance of the very reason and the very soul.

16. The tableau of perfection is a haunted mirror.

17. Thank u so much.

18. An unforgivable theft.

19. Witnessing contempt, experiencing delusions of superiority.

20. If you could rescue me, I’d appreciate it.

21. He told me that the dynamic could be perceived as exploitative “from both sides” and I pretended to agree via saying nothing.

22. Lethargic, oily, very enigmatic.