home
a place that's safe and unsafe, all at once.
don't cry in the flower bath
how can such different things exist in the same universe?
hitting the wall
when the brain and body just says no.
processing
when the horrors finally start to sink in.
good life / good death
the way we’re supposed to go, the way we’re not supposed to go.
so many stories
memories and ruminations at 3am.
a bit much
back in this familiar but unwelcome rut.
systems shutdown
when it turns out that i, too, am unmasking.
managernim's new strategy
"if not, then..."
four years
the end of possibilities with my grandfather.
the best time to be singaporean
sometimes the city comes alive in a very precious way.
pong!
on nothing very much in particular.
that which i cannot accept
grappling with the depravity of the death penalty.
surrender
maybe what I thought of as ‘indulgence’ has really just been about respecting my own pace all along.
my boss sucks
the lament of the self-employed.
syncopated beats
trying to honour my rhythms and foibles.
the best day to do laundry
a reminder that we will not be beaten.
jagged grief
trying to explain something that’s too much to put into words.
what the heck
here we go again.
(maybe delulu) manifesting
one eye on the goals, one hand on the grass.