how easy it is to find oneself
quiet
stars
sunset bananas/pretzels
darkquiet unsure
the kind of reassurance that sags your chest
a city unsure
if spring or winter
too much dim sum
and a list of new troubles:
pressure to consider the whole before beginning
to say things meaningfully
to join the old:
disinclined to journal to want
to grow in private to
dissolve self/world boundaries
(well)
how easy it is to find oneself adrift