This is part six of a series. Here is part one, part two, part three, part four, and part five.

Trigger warning: Child SA, not explicit.

I was so certain it wouldn't take a whole month to post part six. So certain. After all, I have this part written out in six different drafts in word counts varying from 2400 to 24,000. How hard could it be? I have settled on the one most like my journal entries. It is long but if I separate it up into different posts, I fear we'll never get there.

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