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Day 42: Mental Morning

July 28, 2019

The non-drinking morning hangover is a little less heavy this morning than usual. May be a sign the "mental fever" is breaking. Hope so. Is there any good...

Day 41: Later

July 27, 2019

10:37. Saturday night. Light-headed. I believe I've had too much sun this summer. Haven't felt good for 2 to 3 weeks. Of course your mental state also...

Day 40: Rough

July 26, 2019

Yes. Yesterday was rough. Could you tell? I was in fine form. But that's me. I don't know how to smooth my rough edges. Or at the very least I don't know...

Day 39: And God Is One Too

July 25, 2019

A hoax. If I never hear the word "hoax" again, it won't be soon enough. It's all a hoax anyway. The I and T. Apostrophe. S. And me. And you. Hoaxed out of...

Day 38: It Comes To Mind

July 24, 2019

Long day. Tired day. That's what it is. Mentally tiring. It's not a long day because everyday is confined by its length. The last shall be first and the...

Day 37: Or So

July 23, 2019

Been out of pocket for awhile. My laptop decided to be a bottom-feeder. I cut the line. Back in business somewhat. Received Acer computer on Friday. Yes, it...

Day 36: Mine and Fine

July 2, 2019

My coffee is mine and fine. MCT oil. Kroger's whole cream. Only Kroger's. Thick and gloppy. A scoop of hydrolyzed collagen peptides. Then the coffee that...

Day 35: It's The Life

July 1, 2019

The life of this crazy is a life of questioning. Every. Damn Word. Every thought. Every sentence is a question of "why did I say that?" And yes I call myself...

Day 34: Solace

June 30, 2019

There is solace in solitude. I can testify to that. Sitting in silence with me as my only conversationalist is sacred. What's that? Me using the word sacred?...

Day 33: Broken

June 29, 2019

Broke my streak for the days in a row. Durn. Actually I had written something yesterday and then forgot about it and forgot to post it "Freestyle!" Let's...

Day 32: It Really Stinks.

June 27, 2019

My goal for tomorrow is to keep moving. That's my goal everyday. As older folks tell me, "I keep moving because once you stop and don't start again you're...

Day 31: I Did

June 26, 2019

I really don't want to write tonight. I had catfish with a friend today. That's all that really needs to be said. But I will also say that I walked to clear...

Day 30: It Would Be Suicide Not To

June 25, 2019

Remind me again. I know today is the day you are to celebrate the life of Anthony Bourdain. But when do we celebrate the life of a best friend, or a member...

Day29: Checking It Off.

June 24, 2019

I almost forgot about writing a post. But here I am. Helped a friend this morning. Walked six miles. Visited a friend at the nursing home. Joined her in...

Day 28: In Order

June 23, 2019

Suffer the schiz Unify the polar Convulse in reality And only grow older. Halving the crazies Grow the words bolder Memory is death Ask any soldier. Love...

Day 27: As Usual

June 22, 2019

I made my bed this morning. As usual. I walked five miles this morning. As usual. I dreamed old dreams. As usual. I finished mowing my acre and a tenth yard...

Day 26: And It Was Good

June 21, 2019

I used to have faith and reason to grieve, and pretend that my soul would be well at the call. I used to believe in fulfilling a dream and Christopher...

Day 25: Noted

June 20, 2019

Stephen Colbert is close to the lousiest interviewer ever. He should do an opening monologue for an hour. A marathon monologue. I stopped watching "CBS This...

Day 24: Scowl

June 19, 2019

Just got through watching that documentary about The Jonas Brothers, "Chasing Happiness". Don't think they've caught it. Just look at their faces as they are...

Day 23: Matters

June 18, 2019

“In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.” — Buddha "The...