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March 30, 2026

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I know this is ostensibly a comics newsletter, but uh… since graduating from comic book school I have been possessed by demons* so I’ve mostly been focused on other kinds of making.

(*the inexplicable fear of making comics for public consumption combined with being so overwhelmed by Everything it’s taking all my hard-earned therapy skills to prevent a full-on crashout)

Most of my engagement with art-making lately has looked like this

a full box of crayons is spilled over a piece of paper taped to the table; part of a young toddler's face can be seen as the child looks through the box to see if there are any more crayons. It's chaos.

or this

A young toddler is using both hands to smear blue and green paint across a piece of paper taped to the table; there is an abandoned paintbrush trailing paint in the foreground. It's a giant mess but she's having a great time; from the tiny bit of her face that's visible, she's smiling.

…or this.

Two young children, only hands and arms visible in this photo, paint together with three different paintbrushes, using reds and blues on a piece of paper taped between them. It's their first collaborative painting and they are having a wonderful time.

But last week I had a rare 45 minutes to myself while the 5-year-old was out of the house and the toddler was napping and I’d already caught up on the dishes and laundry, so it was my turn with the children’s art supplies.

A loose colored pencil drawing of a young toddler with rainbow sunglasses, a hair sprout, oversize tee, bare legs, and gigantic adult-sized black winter boots. She is grinning and grabbing her sunglasses with one hand. She is minutes away from peeing in my boots. There's a collection of colored pencils and a crayon laying across one corner of the page to show what tools were used to create this sketch.
I missed getting an actual photo of the toddler’s iconic morning ‘fit, and we really needed a visual record of it, so here she is in her rainbow sunglasses, hair sprout, oversize tee, no pants because potty-training, and my gigantic winter boots. Yes she peed in them. It’s fine

While the demonic possession continues, my cartooning degree is primarily being put to use on our fridge whiteboard, to document a very important award in our house.

a photo of a fridge whiteboard. It says Welcome Horm along the top, and there are three weird little monster creatures along the bottom. In the middle is a banner that reads Dads of the Night, with a cartoony drawing of Michael and Iris, who both look somewhat haunted with empty eyes and no mouths. They received the Dads of the Night award, according to one of the whiteboard monsters, for "assembling cat furniture from the internet."
usually it’s Dad of the Day but this particular week Michael and Iris put together a cat tower at like 10pm

Despite the aforementioned demon possession, in February I did try gallantly to make a comic for Hourly Comics Day, but I was waylaid by my third (fourth?) illness of the season.

a black and white cartoony drawing of Maia sprawled out on a bed with a tangle of blankets at her feet and her pillow askew. Her sweater and sweatpants are rumpled, and she is sniffing and snuffling, looking miserable and ill. Black goo oozes all around the bed, and letters in the goo read "pestilence and despair."

…and then Clip Studio crashed and my autosave failed and I lost approximately eight hours of inking when I was already days behind on posting, and after that I couldn’t muster the willpower (or, frankly, the free time) to redo/finish them. But here are a couple of panels I didn’t lose, as a treat <3

A black and white cartoony drawing shows Maia attempting to walk across the kitchen with a bowl of cat food while Quincy the cat does his very best to trip her in his enthusiasm to be fed his dinner. He is screaming MEW MEW MEW as he dashes around, just for extra insurance. A handwritten caption at the bottom reads "feed the baby his meet slurry."
what could he possibly want, we’ll never know
A cartoony illustration in black and white. Across the top are three panels which together read in big block letters "IT IS TIME." The first shows a closeup of Maia's face as she snaps on a pair of headphones with a fierce, determined expression, the second shows a closeup of hands being washed, and the third shows a kitchen knife being picked up ready to chop. Below these three panels is one big open panel showing Maia happily standing at the stove stirring a couple of big steaming pots as she bops to some music coming through her headphones. Ingredients dance across the lower right part of the illustration: garlic, lemon, onion, potatoes, broccoli, chickpeas. Words in the soup steam read "to cook two soups." A banner across the bottom specifies the types of soup: potato broccoli cheddar, and creamy lemon tahini.
someday I will put these soups in a recipe zine
A cartoony black and white drawing shows Maia standing, woozy and disheveled and on the brink of falling over, as a cloud of goo emanating from/around her body says in a shaky hand "oh no I think I am going to collapse if I try to do a single thing more tonight." It is timestamped 8:09pm.
I did indeed go to bed at like 8:30pm and slept probably eleven hours

In the category of Other Things I’ve Made That Only Kind of Count As Art, baked goods!

a photo of a berry pie with crispy golden stars, some big and some little, sprinkled across the top in lieu of a more traditional lattice crust.
I baked a birthday berry pie for Iris!

March was my turn as Snack Guy at my local knitters guild, so I made four (4) varieties of scones to share. (I make an average of 3.5 dozen scones and/or muffins every week just for my household, so these were on top of that)

a selfie taken from above of Maia showing off two baking trays full of triangular scones. There are four varieties and they all look extremely delicious (and they are.)
they looked even better once I put lemon glaze on them, but I didn’t get a photo sorryyyy

A lot of my “making” energy this winter has been devoted to knitting and mending clothes. Since mid-January I’ve been running a weekly “Make & Mend” community skillshare workshop at RePlay Arts, our local creative reuse nonprofit, and it’s been really successful! I just got approval to continue it through the spring and summer :) If you’re in the Upper Valley, you’re invited!

a flyer advertising Make & Mend, which is an informal community skillshare for making and mending clothing. It's on Wednesdays from 6-8pm at RePlay Arts, 87 Maple St, WRJ. More info at replayarts.org

I finished this sweater in January, and here it is after being washed and blocked! It fits perfectly and I’m so pleased with how it turned out :3

Maia stands in front of a bookshelf wearing a cozy charcoal knitted sweater with diamond patterned stranded colorwork across the chest and shoulders in a variegated yarn that shifts from pale blue to lavender to magenta to yellow and back to pale blue.
Pattern here, more info about this make on my ravelry

This little ray was a birthday present for Iris (pattern here)

a tiny stingray knitted from a variegated blues-and-teals yarn, with a belly that is a creamy white with confetti spots of pinks, yellows, greens, and blues. It has a little smiling face and a line of gills, and it's adorable.
made from scrap yarn left over from other projects! I learned mattress stitch for this :3

And these mittens were Iris’s late christmas present, finished sometime in January

Two long hands model a pair of golden yellow hand-knit mittens. Iris's hands are SO long.
pattern & my modification notes are recorded on ravelry

I am in my Visible Mending era — I’ve learned how to darn and I am unstoppable.

Maia's feet are swathed in black wool socks with large, neat darned patches on the heels and ball of the foot. The darned patches are white with speckles of other colors. The backdrop is a blanket with ghost faces all over it.
let’s be real, ghost blanket is stealing the spotlight
somewhat sloppy darned patches adorn a grey fuzzy heat pack. They were made with multicolor embroider floss, so they're an eclectic mix of colors.
this is one of those microwavable heat packs full of beans or seeds or something, and it had a whole bunch of micro-holes through which the filling was escaping, so I’ve patched like eight of them so far but I keep finding mOre
Maia lifts an arm to show off the darned patch on the armpit of her blue striped sweater. The patch is a stark contrast to the muted blue of the sweater, because it was made with a multicolored embroider floss that's primarily yellow, orange, and red. Maia's face can be seen out of focus in the background, and she looks pretty pleased with her darning job!
I have a bad habit of pulling off my shirts from the right arm so I rip out the armpits on the right side on all of them eventually, oops

I’m in my Visible Mending Era.

a child's light brown pants have an irregular patch across one knee, made from green fabric with red embroidery floss along the edges. The patch looks almost like a landmass or perhaps a dinosaur.
5yo ripped the knee out of his pants so I patched them. I’ve also patched three pairs of his pajamas, two shirts, and another pair of pants. Kids are rough on their clothes, man.

When it comes to mending, I don’t really know what I’m doing, but I figure a lopsided, awkward mending job is still better than not mending it at all. It’s not like I could make it worse, really. I’ve been trying to apply that philosophy broadly — doing it unskillfully and imperfectly is still better than not doing it at all. Be new at things, be bad at things, and do them anyway, just like Felix says in this reel.

…And I leave you with this teaser from the zine I’m halfway done inking that documents Quincy’s various crimes.

a cartoony black and white drawing of Quincy the tabby cat, huge fluffy tail in the air, stealing an entire piece of pizza and making off with it as fast as he possibly can, stealing glances behind him in the hopes he's not about to be caught and relieved of his prize.
a menace and a criminal

Until the next,

💜Maia

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