Trigger warning: Alcoholism, death

My husband died a month ago.

I’m not sure where to start this.

On November 25th, I got off the plane from New Mexico with big plans: I was going to rewrite the novel I spent this year drafting; I was going to update this newsletter with information about the writing workshop I’d just attended; I was going to pare down and streamline my life to make room for what really mattered, writing and art; I was going to file for divorce.