Last chance to see Common Threads at Myriad Gardens
What things are making my staycation better
Happy Saturday! We’re getting a snow flurry in OKC, so I’m thinking it’s the perfect time to stay indoors and sew all day. “All day” may be an exaggeration because there’s probably gonna be a nap in there too. I’m staying home because I’m most of the way through a Mandatory Staycation, aka a mild case of covid*. Put your masks on, friends!
*It’s really not bad. I’m taking the meds and I have everything I need.
This Week in the Studio
Finishing up a 2023 sketchbook of watercolor paper
Speaking of shows, you have a few days left to see Common Threads at the Myriad Botanical Gardens in downtown OKC. Here are a few installation shots from opening night back in December.
These Make My Staycation Better
Sipping: yogi tea (recipe below)
Eating: moatmeal (that's not a typo) (recipe below)
“Ultimately Wintering invites us to change how we relate to our own fallow times. May models an active acceptance of sadness and finds nourishment in deep retreat, joy in the hushed beauty of winter, and encouragement in understanding life as cyclical, not linear.”
Watching: Birds eating seeds off my back porch. There’s a gorgeous pair of cardinals that visits daily, along with juncos and the occasional blue jay.
Yogi Tea (Sarah’s version)
Fill a big pot with water and put it on the stove to simmer. Add slices of fresh ginger and turmeric root, a cinnamon stick, a few black peppercorns and whole cloves, cardamom pods, allspice berries, whole star anise pods, coriander seed, fennel seed, and cumin seed. Quantities are according to your personal taste - you can always add more. Simmer all day. Ladle some into a cup and replenish the water in the pot as desired. When I’m sick I like to add lemon juice and honey to my cup.
Moatmeal What Now?
Once when I was little I tried to say “oatmeal” and it came out “moatmeal” and my Mom and I made it into a joke. We talked about owning a bed & breakfast someday and serving Moatmeal, which would be the house oatmeal with lots of extra stuff added. These days I like to cook a big pot of oatmeal and add chopped nuts (almonds, walnuts, and pecans) and dried fruit. I love jumbo raisins, black figs, dried apricots, dried peaches, and dried apples. (If you’re in the OKC area you can get all those in the bulk section at Winco Foods.)
Both moatmeal and yogi tea keep well in the fridge.
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A GIF For Those Who Read This Far
You know, there ain’t no party like a Liz Lemon party…
I hope you are warm, safe, and as well as possible! xoxo Sarah
Self Portrait with Oblivion (It's About Joy) in progress, 2021. Oblivion was a quilt I created purely because it made me happy.
In this issue:
Booboo Bandaids and Joy
A Free Gift!
Common Threads opens this week
Potholders available for holiday giving
What I Mean When I Say Invest In Joy.
I got my annual flu shot. Since this required me putting on my Big Girl Pants, I closed my eyes for the shot and laid still for the next few minutes. Then I rolled my sleeve down and went about my day. It wasn’t until after I got home that I noticed the nurse had given me a bandaid decorated with hearts and rainbows.
This bandaid made my heart sing. Not only was it a functional object signifying that I had done a Difficult Adult Thing, but it was pretty. Would a plain bandaid have done the job? Sure. Did the rainbow bandaid make my booboo feel ten times better? HELL YES.
Sometimes it’s hard for adults to remember small joys. We dismiss them as juvenile, frivolous, irresponsible. Surely this little sparkly feeling means we’re neglecting something important somewhere else.
If there’s one hill I could die on, it’s the Hill of Putting Functional Pockets In All Clothing. But if there are two, the second hill would be Small Joys. As I put it in the inaugural issue of Everything Sucks, So…
eat the good cheese
mend those jeans
play the guitar
adopt a pet
nap
scream
finish the series
stickers
oil that squeaky door hinge
get new pillows
etc.
This is what I mean when I say Invest In Joy.
Stop postponing pleasure until you feel like you’ve “earned” it. You don’t need to earn joy. It’s your birthright.
This is my recommendation for the final days of 2023: Treat yourself to small joys. Whatever that means for you.
Not Sure Where To Find Joy?
If you’re looking for ideas, I have a gift for you.
Visit the zine section of my web store and use the coupon code SMALLJOY at checkout to receive $2 off your order. If you buy a digital zine, this means that you get it for free. Issue #1 is devoted to Pleasure, and there are lots of ideas there. But all 8 issues are intended to give your brain a little vacation.
If you’re ready to invest in joy that you can literally wrap around your body, I’ll help you make that happen!
Oklahoma City: Common Threads opens at Myriad Gardens 12/14
Mango Chutney is among the quilts on display at Common Threads.
Common Threads features five fiber artists:Sarah Atlee, Vicki Conley, Irmgard Geul, Sarah Sherrod, and Lisa Wing. I’ve show in this beautiful space before, and I’m excited to return in the company of these fabulous artists!
What: Common Threads, a fiber arts group exhibition
The reception for Common Threads will be concurrent with Myriad Gardens Conservatory After Hours event. The art exhibition is free and open to the public, in the Crystal Bridge lobby located at the center of Myriad Gardens.
Crystal Bridge Conservatory is open Mon-Sat 9am-5pm; Sun 11am-5pm (click here for their seasonal calendar). Outdoor grounds open daily 6am-11pm. **This is a great family-friendly place to visit during the holidays!
cw: In this issue of The Fold I talk about anxiety and a visit to the dentist. If either of these topics are no-go for you, I invite you to look at these pictures of cute animals.
Tl;dr: I used compassionate self-care to get through a stressful situation.
Note: Nothing in The Fold should be considered medical advice.
Prelude: The Nerve
I get panic attacks in doctors’ offices. The first time I was about 6 years old. I fainted. Over the next several decades, it happened again and again and again and again. Then a kind nurse told me, “You just had a panic attack.” No one had bothered to tell me that before.
Let me say a brief word on the difference between panic and fear. When I go to a doctor’s office, I’m not afraid. I’m calm. I know I’m in a safe place. And I know when the panic attack will begin, and about how long it will last. I always let the doctor / nurse / PA / etc. know what’s going to happen, because I don’t want THEM to panic. They usually tell me, “There’s nothing to be afraid of.”
Panic attacks have nothing to do with fear. They are not a failing of bravery, character, resilience, or grit. They don’t care how big or small my body is. They don’t care how “strong” I am. It’s a function of the nervous system. It just happens.
The other people in the room don’t usually believe me, until it happens. Then I’m usually the one comforting them, telling them this is not an emergency, that it will go away after a few minutes. I’ve been through it so many times in so many different contexts that it’s just normal to me.
Fast Forward
I had to go to the dentist to have some cavities filled. And y’all, I have a superior dentist. Always professional, kind, and gentle. I’ve been in his chair many times and he’s seen me having panic attacks before. And I knew it would happen again.
When the panic attack inevitably arrived, I took slow, deep breaths, and told the staff what was happening. The assistant had the bright idea of using the air-blowing tool to help me cool off. So nice!
When I needed a brief pause to take a deep breath, I asked for it. I made my needs known, and my needs were met.
The rest of the procedure went swimmingly, and I drove home.
On my way, I saw/smelled one or more barbecue joints and thought that sounded perfect. The ribs were not such a success, but the brisket and extra-soft side dishes were just the thing.
I ate barbecue, watched Ted Lasso, and took a long nap.
I patted myself on the back for doing something necessary but difficult, and for providing myself with extra care.
What Kind Of Day Has It Been, a 2017 quilt I made to comfort myself.
And So Can You
I hope that this story is useful to you. I hope you give yourself permission to be extra loving and compassionate toward yourself, whether or not you’re going through something sticky.
Sometimes we have to do hard things. And we CAN do hard things. This is your permission to make the hard things easier on yourself through self-care.
Hey friends! You haven't heard from me in a little while. I recently moved and started a third job (American Dream, y'all!). I've been adjusting to new surroundings and routines.
To celebrate this new chapter, I've rounded up a bunch of images that remind me of home: homemade, home towns, houses of all sorts, returning home, making a new home. But first...
Exhibition: 4-26 August. <--- Closes this weekend! Gallery hours are Tues-Fri 11-5 and Saturday 12-5. Gallery: Paseo Arts & Creativity Center, in OKC’s historic Paseo District. https://goo.gl/maps/2Neakyayjc7P9Fi16
Join Us for a Conversation With the Artists
Saturday, August 26th, 1-3 pm, at the Paseo Arts and Creativity Center, 3024 Paseo, Oklahoma City, OK 73103
If you're a 12x12 Patron, I'll see you there! Patron Preview (Invite Only): Thursday 8/24 at The Art Hall, 3-5 pm 12x12 Fundraiser Event (Ticketed): 9/29/2023 at Lively Beerworks in OKC, 7-10 pm. Tickets can be purchased here.
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Remember: Measure twice, cut once! See you soon, xoxo Sarah
I wrote this week's draft from the public library in Midwest City, OK. (That's next door to OKC if you're not from 'round here.) I was there to give a presentation to the Midwest City / Del City Art Guild. The interesting thing is, this group had me as a guest speaker circa 2008. That was 15 years ago, which absolutely blows my mind. I was working in completely different styles and media back then. In my talk I discussed how I pivoted from painting into quilting. If you'd like to take a look at my slide presentation (without notes, but the pictures tell a story), that's available on my blog.
First, a big thank you to the Mid-Del Art Guild for having me to speak for your group. And an extra thank you for the folks there who signed up for The Fold! As promised, after the workshop on Saturday 7/15, I will enlist a random number chooser to tell me who won the two pairs of potholders.
Also, huge thanks to everyone who supported me during my Summer Sale. If you bought work, shared my social media posts, or just opened up The Fold, you've helped me out.
What's Saving My Life This Season
Summer and I are not great friends. We were BFFs when I was a kid, but we've since taken different paths. Summer has gotten hotter. I've gotten grumpier.
I know that in order to function well, I need to surround myself with things that bring me comfort. Here's what that means lately:
Fans (the kind that move air around). Ceiling fans run all the time. Portable fans come with me into every room.
Naps. When my body says it's nap time, it's nap time.
Dani's World Famous Electrolyte Potion 4 Bags Tulsi Rose Tea (I just used dried rose petals) 2 lemons 2 limes 1/2 cup local honey Fancy pink mineral salt Boil 3 cups of warer, add tea bags and steep for at least 10 minutes. Add honey and salt, stir until dissolved.Mix in fresh citrus juice and add to ice cube tray. Cubes won't freeze because of the salt, but I love to pop these suckers in my water all summer long to keep hydrated.
WARNING: the first time I made this, I added WAY too much salt. You'll see in the recipe there's no amount specified. So start with, like, a quarter teaspoon, taste it, and go from there. Instead of putting the tea in the freezer, I keep it in a refrigerated jug and add a little to my water bottle throughout the day.
Cut up fruits & veggies. Each week I've been taking apples, oranges, carrots, celery, cucumbers, jicama, and bell peppers, and cutting them all into snackable sizes. I stuff a tupperware container (one for each day) with a little of everything and graze. Special shout out to nature's all-time greatest hit, watermelon. Refreshing, hydrating, nourishing. #MealPrepLife
Friends. If I have a challenge I don't know how to work through, I ask my friends. This is how I just found a clean, affordable place to live. I'm moving to a new place around the first of September.
Little scrap quilts. I'm going to be in several shows over the coming months. I'll be sharing all the details soon. I'm experimenting with these small improvised pieces.
What helps you get through challenging seasons of life?
Quilts and paintings are still 10% off in my online store through July 5th. Several pieces have already gone to new homes, so thank you very very much!
Your discount will be automatically applied at checkout.
Shipping in the U. S. is free!
A Few Gems From the Collection
Reflected Root. Acrylic on canvas. 12 x 8 x .75 inches.
Omakase II: Out On The Town. Deconstructed garments and other fabrics (both new and vintage), machine pieced and quilted. 63 x 42 inches. Includes hanging sleeve. Machine washable.
Manhattan. Acrylic on unstretched canvas. 30 x 30 inches. Comes with a hanging rod - no framing necessary.
Mavis Tires and Retires. Acrylic on found wood panel. 11 x 7.25 inches.
Pockets / Can You Hold This For Me? Deconstructed garments and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 57x59 inches, 2021. Comes with hanging sleeve. This quilt can be either wall-hanging or functional, however, it is NOT safe for the washer and dryer.
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Have a safe and peaceful holiday weekend. Remember to drink lots of water! xoxo Sarah
If you know her, send her a birthday greeting, and if you haven't met yet, send her some birthday vibes.
Quick Reminder: One Week Left for 10% Off
Quilts and paintings are still 10% off in my online store through July 2nd. Several pieces have already gone to new homes, so thank you very very much!
Keep in mind, there are no coupon codes or anything. Your discount will be automatically applied at checkout. Also, shipping in the US is free!
Pink Is Choices
Okay, on to the pink things. First up is my blog post, Pink Is Choices. It's dedicated to my lovely Mom, who always made it safe for me to be my own person.
"I wasn't always a colorist. In college my work was monochromatic, or very nearly, because I didn't feel that I was educated or practiced enough to use color.
At first it was yellows, reds, blues. Now the pinks are my favorite paints and pens. Bright, soft, luminous, loaded, cliched, camp, kitsch, new & radical in every sense, all over again."
If you're not particularly into the color pink, feel free to go do something else now. Cause here's a bouquet of pink images rustled up from the depths of my hard drive:
Same deal as before: no coupon code, no secret password to remember. Your discount will be automatically applied at checkout.
Now I get to tell you about these yummy custom placemats!
It Starts With Your Story
As always, this commission started with a conversation. My client was looking for new placemats to brighten up their dinner table. They requested lots of different shades of blue, with little pops of lime green.
If you're thinking about commissioning a custom quilt, here's something you should know: As part of your package, I will include swatches of all the fabrics I use in your quilt, with notes about their origin.
You'll also get a pair of custom potholders made from the scraps. You're welcome to keep them for yourself, or pass them on as a gift!
Elevate Your Space
What extra-special touch is missing from your home? Bed coverings, couch blankies, potholders, table runners, placemats, mug mats, coasters -- these are all in my wheelhouse. Let's talk about bringing some magic into your space.
Hey friends! First of all, thank you so much for responding to the survey in the last issue. I really appreciate your feedback.
You may or may not know that earlier this year I took an opportunity to take on more hours at my day job. This is a positive thing, and is helping me with things like Paying Rent. But it does leave me with fewer hours to be a solopreneur. That's okay! That's what's working in this current season. In light of this, and thanks to your feedback, I will be making a change with The Fold.
The Fold is Going Fortnightly
Nobody can remember the difference between biweekly as in twice a week and biweekly as in every two weeks and anyway, aren't they interchangeable? So for clarity, I will henceforth be calling The Fold a Fortnightly Newsletter. Also, it's a great excuse to use the word fortnightly.
Shall we have a quilt, then?
Gifts From Our Foremothers, Part 2
In Flux. Reclaimed garment fabrics, silk, hand-dyed and commercial cottons, machine pieced and quilted. 40x48 inches. 2023.
In Flux is a commissioned quilt. My client ordered it as a gift to give to her granddaughter, who is a high school senior this year. I chose to build this design around my favorite traditional quilt block, the Log Cabin.
I was given a specific color palette to work from, styled the Colors of Love: dark greens, pinks, red and white, and calming blues.
The log cabin is an apt metaphor for family history. It represents the home, the hearth, shelter, safety, legacy, building something for the next generation. It's also a design that's infinitely variable. It can stretch to fit any available space. To me it says, we are always changing, we are flexible and resilient, yet some essential core remains the same. I thought this was the best message I could send to a person about to embark on a new chapter.
In Flux includes fabrics that were hand-dyed, some by me, some by a friend, and some by persons unknown. In addition to quilting cottons, there are also garment fabrics and a little bit of silk.
When you order your custom Sarah Atlee quilt, you get more than something to keep you warm. You get a work of art that will increase in value over time. Documentation is a key component. Your quilt will have a signed label sewn to the back that includes its year of creation, plus a little information about me.
I will also save swatches of each of the fabrics that I use in your quilt, with a note about how those fabrics came to me.
If I have enough scrap fabric left, I can make you a pair of matching potholders as well. (This is a $60 value, folks!)
Like what you see, but want it in a different size?
A few people have contacted me asking about my hand-painted buttons. I didn't understand this, because I've made buttons exactly one time in my life, and it's not something I built my career around. After a bit of googling, I learned this:
There is another Sarah Atlee who is an artist. She makes (or made) hand-painted buttons. I am not her. She is not me. We are not one nor the same. If you came to The Fold looking for buttons, I am so sorry to disappoint you. I hope that you'll stick around anyway.
When I make a quilt, I'm connecting with my ancestors. And I don't mean my particular bloodline or geography. Quilting is thousands of years old, and fundamental to human culture. I share this practice with people all over the globe.
The oldest recorded depiction of a quilt comes from Egypt, and is thought to be from 3400 BCE. Quilting has been used to make armor, as a practical alternative (or in combination with) leather and metal. Today, quilts are mostly used to keep us warm. But I see quilts as magical vessels for the human experience. They carry our stories, our emotions, our dreams across time and space.
The Glue of Generations
"The multigenerational aspect of quilting, with techniques typically taught to younger women by their elders, allows the legacy of a family, community and/or culture to be preserved. Thus, to look at a quilt today is to behold history." - Tracy L. Vaughn-Manley
In 2019, I had the privilege of visiting an exhibition of African-American quilts in Fort Smith, Arkansas. Below are a few of the many photos I took. Generally the makers are unidentified, but I've included some information from the exhibition labels. (The catalog from this show is out of print, but you can find used copies.)
Red and Blue Pig Pen Quilt (detail view). c. 1930. Found in Kansas City, Missouri. Cotton. Machine pieced.
One-And-A-Half Log Cabin Square. c. 1970. Found in Chicago, Illinois. Cotton, wool and a few synthetics. Hand painted and hand quilted.
Praise the Lord Quilt (detail view). 1885. Found in St. Joseph, Missouri. Cotton. Hand appliqued, hand pieced, hand and machine quilted.
"The appliqued hands in this quilt may be a reference to the African-American protective charm called a 'Hand' (as in a helping hand) or a 'Mojo.' Appliqued hands are often made by drawing around a real person's hand. If the person was older, the hands may be a reference to the African idea of protective ancestral powers."
Log Cabin Embroidered Quilt. c. 1930s-40s. Found in Chicago, Illinois. Cotton, wool and rayon. Machine pieced, hand embroidered and tied.
Log Cabin Embroidered Quilt (detail view). c. 1930s-40s. Found in Chicago, Illinois. Cotton, wool and rayon. Machine pieced, hand embroidered and tied.
Looking at these quilts really gives meaning to the word inspiration, as in breath. I want to take them into my brain and my soul like deep gulps of air.
Sneak Peek at In Flux
I have been working on several quilt commissions this year. One of these quilts is for my friend, a gift for her granddaughter. I thought very carefully about what the structure of this quilt should be, and I landed on my favorite quilt block, the log cabin. (Detail image above.)
The log cabin is an apt metaphor for family history. It represents the home, the hearth, shelter, safety, legacy, building something for the next generation. It's also a design that's infinitely variable. It can stretch to fit any available space. To me it says, we are always changing, we are flexible and resilient, yet some essential core remains the same.
I'll take a deeper dive into In Flux next week. I recently had 6 new quilts professionally photographed, and I just got the images back. They are awesome, and I can't wait to start sharing them with you. Stay tuned!
I love being a podcast guest, and I want to do more of it! I would love to hear your podcast recommendations, on any subject related to art, creativity, entrepreneurship, managing chronic illness, and the healing power of quilting. Who are you listening to?
Hey Fold Friends! This is a quick in-between issue to tell you about my recent live stream in which I revealed a bunch of fabrics that I had ice-dyed. Videos are up on the Twitch streaming site for 2 weeks, so that will disappear on Saturday, February 18th. If you'd like to watch, here is the link.
(The video title says Studio Decluttering but that's because I forgot to change it before streaming.)
Your regularly scheduled issue of The Fold comes out Saturday! I hope the rest of your week is lovely.
Let's take a little tour around my studio (aka the "living room" in a normal person's home). I've been following the 2023 Decluttering Challenge with Karen Brown, so it's in a pretty okay state right now.
My main work tables are two hollow-core doors from the nearest lumberyard. They're only 24" wide because that's what I can carry under one arm. (I like having furniture I can move myself.) One has been converted into an ironing board by covering it with insul-bright and a flannel sheet.
Both tables have a generous accumulation of acrylic paint.
The table "legs" are shelf units available at Target or any Target Substitute. This modular setup was my mom's idea and I gotta hand it to her because it's worked like gangbusters since I was in college.
Drawing supplies. I'll come back to you soon, my pretties.
This is the project management board, also a place to put stray papers I don't want to deal with right now. Not saying that's a great habit. But I do clean it off periodically. You can read more about the kanban board in last week's issue of The Fold.
My sewing machine is a Bernina. I call her Nina. She's a useful parking spot for stickers. Also, she sews. I put her on top of some padding to reduce the wobble when she's going at top speed. It's part moving blanket and part vintage Irish chain quilt (in sufficient disrepair that it's known as a "cutter").
For years, I put my sewing machine's pedal on an overturned milk crate. And I thought that was good enough. Every day I would press my foot to the pedal and it would move around and make me bonkers. For literal years I did this. One day I mentioned the problem during a live stream and my smart friend @solidnotions suggested putting that pedal onto a non-skid surface. Because she's very smart. I tried a few solutions and settled on a step stool with heavy-duty velcro. Folks, this stuff literally holds furniture together. The lesson here? Identify what's irritating you and fix it.
My Mom, Design Genius, chose this rug. It is the best rug.
An actual table (not a door). It's beautifully sturdy, and it has casters and adjustable height.
Bonus: I can put magnetic hooks on this table's steel frame and hang tools underneath.
This is the gym. I'm fancy.
I frequently get asked, "What is that thing behind the quilt?" It's a design wall. This one came from Cheryl Ann's Design Walls at Off the Wall Quilts. You can home brew one of these with any big piece of flannel or quilt batting on a wall. Mine is flannel stretched over a lightweight plastic frame. it works because fabric sticks to it like velcro and I can move bits around before I sew them together. Bigger pieces tend to fall off but I can pin them on.
This is the den.
I have this fantasy where I convert my closet into a quilt storage facility where they're rolled instead of folded and stored in custom-made cotton sleeves like some of my clever quilter friends make. I'm not there yet. But this way, I get to look at them every day.
I haven't talked about the hard part yet: Fabric.
My feelings about it are big enough to merit a separate discussion. Let's talk about it next week. Until then...
Above: I'm wrapping up a bunch of new quilts, and I look forward to sharing those with you soon!
Yup, it's still January. I still have some of that clean sweep, tidy up, tabula rasa energy, so I'm putting it to use. (Related: a list of reasons NOT to make New Year's resolutions.) In this issue, I'm going to share some tools that help me keep my ish together ...sort of.
Tip 1: It'll Never Be Perfect
Give yourself grace in all things.
Tip 2: Project Management with a Kanban Board
Kanban is a cool name for a system where you can move multiple projects around, depending on what needs to be done next and who needs to do it. I use it for managing the multiple quilts that I always seem to have in progress. I have a magnetic white board, index cards, and magnetic card holders. (The card holders are just like what you see on grocery store shelves - magnetic sleeves where you can slide a card in or out.)
Each quilt gets a card. Each card lists all the steps needed to complete a quilt. Not every quilt needs every step, but I like to be thorough. I created this card template, and I have them printed 4 to a page onto cardstock (regular paper is a tad flimsy), then cut them apart. If you'd like your own copy of this PDF, I'd be happy to email it to you.
I can also slot in regular index cards if I want to handwrite a different type of project list. Since I currently work solo, I don't depend on digital project management tools that would be shared with a team. (But I'd love to get there someday... soon!)
The kanban board after I've taken everything down in order to start fresh.
The kanban board after I've put back the projects that are most important.
The actual kanban board on the actual day that I'm writing this newsletter. See, there's no such thing as a perfect system. Remember what we said about grace?
Tip 3: Pen Holders
I would not have expected these little things to change my life in such a big way. Here's what they do: they stick to the inside cover of your notebook, and hold a pen. That way you're never without a pen when you go to write in your notebook. That's it. But dangit if these haven't made my life noticeably easier.
Sometimes these don't stick where I put them, like if my notebook has plastic covers. In those cases, I stick them onto the last paper page.
My calendar gets two pen holders, because I use a highlighter for appointments.
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Bonus Tip: Meditation
A lot of us are working to cultivate healthy habits (me included). I've managed to maintain a (nearly) daily meditation practice for the past couple of years. I love the Insight Timer app, but there are lots of others. Of course, you don't need an app to sit quietly, but if it helps you, use one. Remember what we said about grace?
I made myself a meditation rule: The first five minutes don't count. That's an arbitrary amount of time. For you it could be one minute, or 30 minutes, or 30 seconds. That's how long it takes my body to quiet down. I build a pillow fort around myself, usually lying down, and shove pillows under all the places where I need extra support. I set a timer for five minutes, and just breathe. And fidget, and scratch itches, and yawn, and burp, and think about all the things. And then go back to breathing. Without being mean to myself. Because being mean doesn't help, and the first five minutes don't count. Then I go on to a guided meditation or whatever.
I hope these tidbits are helpful for you in some way. Got any killer productivity tips to share with me? I'm always open!
By Jeffrey Pfau - Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0, click image to view source.
This issue of The Fold may not be super-crisp, because my Mom had unexpected eye surgery this week, and I'm looking after her. She's doing great, and recovering well. Healing vibes are welcome!
This is also the last issue for 2022.
The Longest Night
Solstice is almost here. It's a time that has come to resonate more with me than Christmas does. I'm not Christian, nor was I raised to be. But I've grown more sensitive to the Earth's seasons and how they make themselves known in our viscera.
The winter solstice is the shortest day and the longest night of the year. Humans have been observing and marking the occasion since at least Neolithic times. There are numerous solstice celebrations happening right now across the northern hemisphere. Yule. Shalako. Dongzhi. Hogswatch. (Okay, that last one is made up, but technically, all holidays are.)
It's in our blood, our bones. We gather, shelter one another, pool our resources, feast, and prepare for the winter ahead.
How does the longest night show up in you? Are you cold? Does your body want to curl up? Are you eating lots of rich foods? (I hope so!) Do you habitually brace yourself against the wind?
I feel all those things about now. I also feel a deep desire to look back, release the previous year, and make room for whatever's next. My space starts to feel too cluttered. I have moments of what Kendra Adachi calls "big black trash bag energy." So I try to remain intentional about what I release. Soon I'll be naming the new year (more on that in January).
My favorite thing about winter, though? Having too many quilts becomes the best problem.
Safety Blankie
Safety Blankie Deconstructed garments and other cotton fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 45 x 42 inches. $830 Click here to purchase.
I made Safety Blankie while I was an artist residence at the Jentel Arts Foundation in 2017. One night I had a bad dream, and woke up literally groping for something safe to snuggle under. I thought, "Where's my blankie?" It wasn't there, so I made myself one.
Jentel is tucked into a beautiful corner of rural Wyoming, with ranches neighboring on all sides. Residents are instructed very clearly not to go anywhere on foot without donning at least two articles of safety orange (or chartreuse, if you want to mix it up).
Obviously, my quilt needed to wear orange, too. I trawled local thrift shops until I found the perfect fleece vest in - you guessed it - bright orange. For safety.
Safety Blankie can help you feel safe and secure, too! I promise you'll have good dreams underneath it. Click here to bring it home.
Tell me it's Christmas without telling me it's Christmas.
December is weird. There are all kinds of extra things elbowing their way onto the calendar. Having worked in retail through five holiday rush seasons, I can say that I'm over the current year by about December 5th. I'm not anti holiday or anything, far from it. I'm just feeling the seasonal stress.
In 2019 I made a quilt to show just how over it I was. It's called So Ready For January.
So Ready For January Reclaimed garments and other cotton fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 60 x 75 inches. $1500 Click here to purchase.
I love this quilt because in large part, it's made from the scraps of other people's holiday quilts.
I'm really not down in the dumps here, folks! I actually love the winter. Even in the hustle and bustle of December, I find my little pockets of hibernation.
The Cure Dream
Snuggling under a pile of quilts, for example. Recently I had a dream about helping a very special band get some cozy shut-eye.
If you can accommodate it, I highly recommend bringing a quilt with you. I always do.
It's hard enough to sleep when I'm not in my own bed. The weight and warmth of a homemade quilt makes a big difference. Plus, it'll jazz up any hotel room.
Hey there. Hi. How are you? I hope that you are as well as possible. It's a weird season. Here's a gentle reminder that your needs are important, too. Sit with that. I'll try to do the same.
And thank you for subscribing to The Fold. I'm just so glad you're here.
In This Issue:
Shop108 is opening for the season!
In Gratitude: Testimonials
Ox Bones, or, The Generosity of Friends
ICYMI: Black Friday Deal!
Shop108, at 108 Contemporary in Tulsa
Now you can see my quilts in a new place! The 108 Contemporary Gallery in Tulsa, OK has a beautiful retail space called Shop108. I am honored to be among the artists chosen to show work there, from this week through 2023.
La La's: Out of Bounds Reclaimed garments, vintage sheets, and other cotton fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 26 x 23 inches, 2021. Available at Shop108.
For my birthday this year, I did an experiment. I went on my social media and asked who would like me to send them something in the mail. What I didn't know is that I would get 99 responses in under two days. You may remember this story from the July 30 edition of the Fold, The Art of Asking For 99 Favors.
Here was my big ask: For every person who wanted mail, I asked them to send back an enclosed postcard with a written testimonial.
And boy howdy, did it work. My people really came through for me. I'm still getting these postcards back in the mail, and each time, my heart swells like the Grinch's (in the 1966 original movie. I'm old, y'all). It feels amazing.
Not only did I receive positive feedback from my friends, but they've given me powerful marketing material that I can share with my clients. You can see some of them in my Instagram story highlights.
Gratitude is a beautiful state of the human mind; you know this already. I try to infuse my quilting practice with gratitudinal vibes as well. (Yes I made that word up.) Ox Bones is a soft & snuggly example of grateful quilting:
Ox Bones, aka The Generosity of Friends Deconstructed garments and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 62 x 44 inches. Machine washable, pre-washed. Comes with hanging sleeve (hanging rod on request). $1,150 Click here to purchase.
The title Ox Bones comes from a few converging ideas. First, the dark red patches (formerly a man's shirt) are ox blood color. Second, nearly all of the fabric in this quilt was given to me by friends. The more time I spend in the quilting community, the more I understand this is a solid support network. It's a net, it's scaffolding, it's a skeleton - pick your metaphor.
Third, I finished this quilt during an artist residency at the Ox Bow School of Art in Michigan. It was simply magical.
My cup ranneth over with blessings - all direct results of following the quilting path. When I snuggle up under Ox Bones, I still feel all that goodness.
Scrap Play: Concludium Reclaimed garments, vintage sheet, found and commercial cotton fabrics. Machine pieced and quilted. 37 x 33 inches, 2022 $815 Click here to purchase.
This isn't like me. It really isn't. When it comes to quilting, I'm not into smooth gradations of color or soothing tonal transitions. Or maybe I am?
Concludium is the third in an ongoing series of quilts that started with Less Staccato, More Legato.
Less Staccato, More Legato Reclaimed garments and other cotton fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 32 x 42 inches, 2022. $785 Click here to purchase.
I began these in a series of improv quilting workshops in early 2022. Usually I arrange my fabrics by color to begin, but I was instructed to instead arrange them by tone (light to dark). Turns out, this is pretty challenging for me! It made me think differently about composition. In both of the above quilts, I struggled to create areas of low contrast, because high contrast is my go-to move.
I played with the composition a little, but Concludium solidified pretty quickly.
So, I'm not into "pretty." I mean, I enjoy things are pleasing to my eye. But I feel like making "pretty" things is a creative cop-out. If I make something that's too pretty, I get bored.
I think Concludium is pretty. And I'm fine with it! It's PRETTY, y'all! It makes me happy.
Concludium could make you happy, too. Into foggy-seashore-cloudy-sunset vibes? This is the piece for you. (You might also enjoy the work of Hiroshi Sugimoto.) Measuring 33 x 37 inches, this would work as both a wall hanging and a small lap quilt.
You know what isn't pretty? My attitude toward quarter-inch seam allowances.
Fellow Quilt Nerds, click here for permission to sew messy seams.
Veterans and Fiber Art
On Friday, we thanked our nation's military veterans for their service and sacrifice. Today, I want to tell you about a fascinating person who turned to fiber art in his post-military career.
"Quilts are just like us. They have mistakes, and no quilt's perfect. And you show me a perfect quilt, and I'll show you a quilter who's probably got some issues." - Mark Darrell
Okay y'all, get ready for a really sweet Black Friday Deal! Here it comes...
...Are you ready?
...You sure?
It's: Nothing.
This year for Black Friday, I'm giving you the Gift of Silence. I will be the one business who doesn't email you the weekend of November 25th. You're welcome.
A GIF For Those Who Read This Far
Remember your self-care as this holiday season ramps up. Take a nap.
It's a funny time of year. There's a lot of potential for chaos, and in between the chaos, if we're lucky, we get to enjoy some really juicy slow time. It might be with family, or friends we haven't seen in a long time, or just spending some quiet time with ourselves.
We think of quilting as a slow mode of creation. If you're doing everything by hand, that's true. But I do most of the quilting process using machinery. That's how I'm able to keep churning them out. But I made an exception with Purple Patch.
Purple Patch, Fort Smith Reclaimed garments and other fabrics, machine pieced, hand quilted. 62 x 40 inches, 2020. $1090 Click here to purchase.
When I made Purple Patch, I decided to quilt it by hand. I was inspired by the way Sherri Lynn Wood quilts her pieces. I knew it would take ...longer... than machine quilting, so I gave myself a year to finish it. I just made it.
I loved the process of hand quilting. I appreciate the necessity to slow down. Being used to the grind culture and the urge for constant productivity, I don't dwell in "slow time" very often. The texture is also unbeatable, especially after laundering.
Tomorrow we'll turn our clocks back an hour. The Lazy Genius says, live in your season. For me this quarter of the year is dominated by making and selling holiday gifts. (Have you ordered your potholders yet?)
I don't seem to have room for the back-end business development I've been engaged with all year. And I'm okay with that. I'm giving myself permission to step back from those strategies and focus on more immediate tasks. (Potholders all day, woohoo!) January is the perfect time to get back to the big picture, anyway.
What does this season hold for you? Is it time to take a step back and reassess? If you're faced with different rhythms and priorities, honor that. You don't have to keep doing the same things that worked before. After all, nothing blooms all year.
Pie Season
Speaking of seasons -- pie! I feel like my Fall isn't complete until I've had a piece of pumpkin pie. That I bought. Because I don't bake.
I'm related to at least one superior pie baker, and when she had her first baby, I made a pie-ish quilt for the occasion.
The Perfect Gift
You already know that quilts make excellent gifts for celebrating life's big moments. Small moments, too. If you get in touch with me ---> very soon <---, I can have one done for you before Christmas. But you need to hurry!Visit my Commissions page for more information, and book your Customization Call with me.
I have a special bulletin for you. This weekend (Friday thru Monday, because weekends should be longer) I'm having a Flash Sale on potholders! Your Fold-exclusive coupon code is below.
Why? Several reasons.
We're getting close to the winter holidays, and if you want to give potholders as gifts, this is the best time to order! Right now I can still guarantee delivery before Christmas.
It's soup/stew/casserole/pie season, and I want you to be able to take hot dishes out of the oven ...in style.
I'm so grateful that you signed up for The Fold, and I want to show my appreciation with a special discount.
Use the coupon code TRICKORTREAT and get $15 off your order.
This offer expires at 11:59 pm on Monday, Oct 31st 2022, so don't wait!
Discount only applies to potholders.
If you're new to my work (Hi!), here are some things you should know about my potholders.
1. Every pair is unique. I make them out of fabric scraps from other quilts, donations from friends, and the occasional dumpster dive.
2. This means you're helping to keep fabric out of landfills. Go, you!
3. These puppies are built to last. You can use them at the stove, oven, and dinner table (but not the microwave, please). They are 100% safe for your washer and dryer. You could run these over with your car and they would still work. (How many things in your house can say that?)
Here's one of mine from many years ago. Stained and scorched... but Unbroken.
So while you're munching on your well-deserved candy this weekend, head to my website and use the coupon codeTRICKORTREATto save $15 on your potholder order! (You are so far ahead of the holiday gift game, you should take a bow.)
Earth looks like an alien planet when viewed from above. (Possibly because none of us have viewed any other planets from ground level.) This beautiful image, of hills in the interior of China, came from the Earth View web browser extension. If you spend any significant time on a desktop computer, you should have this
When: Saturday, 10/29/22, 11 am - 5 pm Where: The Sanctuary, 2828 NW 10th St, OKC OK 73107 What: A gathering of local and regional zine-makers (me included) showcasing our wares.
I went to this last year just as a spectator, and it was so much fun. If you're in the OKC area and you love DIY publishing, this is definitely for you. Follow @okczinefest on Instagram for updates and info.
Not going to make it to the OKC ZineFest? Browse my online zine library!All 8 issues of Everything Sucks, So... are available in paper and digital format.
Quilting and Mapping
Anyone who's ever looked out an airplane window knows that quilts and maps just go together. They're abstract, geometric, but also organic, and depending where you look, you'll find both hard and soft divisions of space.
Just Around the Corner Deconstructed garments, found and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 80 x 60 inches, 2017. Available from Cerulean Gallery.
My 2017 quilt Just Around the Corner was a dive into the history and geography of Oklahoma City's Deep Deuce neighborhood. Using maps ranging in age from the city's incorporation in 1894 to Google Maps, I created an abstract "map" of the area expressed in fabric. You can learn more about this project and see process photos on my website.
Detail from Just Around the Corner.
Just Around the Corner is available from Cerulean Gallery. Contact Caroline at 214-564-1199 for purchase inquiries.
Here's another piece in which I encoded day-to-day events using the abstract language of fabric:
Quilt Diary 2016.10: Arrivals, Shelves on Shelves, Too Hot, and Garage Sale. Cotton fabrics, machine pieced and quilted with additional hand embellishment. 18 x 18 inches. Available from Cerulean Gallery. Contact Caroline at 214-564-1199 for purchase inquiries.
Technical Note for the Quilt Nerds
Both of these pieces were made using Quilt As You Go techniques. However, the method of joining blocks that I used in Just Around the Corner is the one I prefer. You can learn it in this video from Missouri Star. I also recommend the book Quilt As You Go Made Modern.
You know how it is, when you're deep into your vibe, doing your thing, going with the flow, and your phone dings. Because you forgot to turn it off before you got to flowin'. Or you're dancing like no one's watching, and someone tries to elbow in on your flow with a hey-can-I-get-your-number. Or you're writing a letter to your people and suddenly the guy with the leafblower is on your porch.
Just. Ugh.
It's not your fault, though. I'm reading Peak Mind, by Dr. Amishi Jha, and she lays out very clearly how distraction comes naturally to the human brain. It's how we evolved, how we survived, but boy howdy is it a problem when we're trying to get important work done. (The answer? Mindfulness practice.) Check out Peak Mind, and if you enjoy this kind of thing, try Deep Workas well.
On to the featured quilt of the week.
Interruption
Interruption (I Wasn't Talking To You) Reclaimed linens and garments, some hand-dyed, and other cotton fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 36 x 59 inches, 2022. $930. Click here to purchase.
I began Interruption during an improvisational quilting workshop with Season Evans. Evans is a self-identified minimalist quilter. I, however, am not. You may have already guessed that from my earlier work.
But Evans encouraged us to think about big, open fields of color, accentuated with stitches. I used a couple of damask napkins that I dyed with indigo during a residency in 2019. Fun fact: the napkin in the lower left area of the quilt is the one I placed under the dye bucket to collect all the drips and splashes. It ended up so interesting in its own right that I kept it as-is.
I cut the other damask napkin into two pieces, and flipped one piece over. (One property of a damask textile is that the pattern appears in reverse on the opposite side.)
Here are some close-ups where you can see the details:
Minimal? Not really. But interesting? Sure. I had lots of fun quilting it as well, on a longarm machine, where I loaded it upside down for some reason. Whatever. Go with the flow.
I decided this piece should be called Interruption (I Wasn't Talking To You.)
Speaking of which, I now present to you a song about mansplaining that is basically the greatest thing I've ever seen. Watch and listen to "Thanks" by Libbaloops.
I recently had the great pleasure of talking with Ari of the Made of Mettle podcast. She was such an engaging host, I felt so comfortable chatting with her. We shared a vibe. I highly recommend Made of Mettle, and I look forward to hearing more new episodes with the interview format.
Sarah Atlee Speaks On The Quilting Community & Following Your Joy:
And don't forget, if you enjoyed this podcast, please subscribe, rate and review it. It only takes a minute, and it helps creators a whole lot!
Saying Farewell
Our creative community suffered a great loss this week. We said goodbye to artist and educator Julie Marks Blackstone. I didn't know Julie well, and I never had the pleasure of being her student, but I regularly had my socks knocked off by her work, particularly the Knotty Girl series. She will be greatly missed. Read her obituary here.
Knotty Girl X: Pam Grier/Foxy Brown by Julie Marks Blackstone
Now let's throw it back a decade or so to...
Beside the Ironing Board
Beside the Ironing Board Acrylic on canvas, 12x12x1.5 inches, 2011. (Sold)
For many years before quilting took over my brain, painting was my primary medium. I've worked in a variety of styles, from gestural abstraction to hyperrealism. There were an interesting few years where my painting and quilting interests overlapped. This painting is a still life of tiny quilt blocks, in progress, sitting on a folded serape.
I told you I loved stripes.
I still have that serape blanket. I use it to brighten an otherwise bland spot in my kitchen.
Where's the Quilt?
Oh, you bet I finished that quilt, despite making the rookie mistakes of going large and complex (pro tip: try starting with small and simple). It went to a loving home, but not before it inspired another painting:
I’m a creature of routine. I love routine, and I love changing my routine. Part of embracing routine is, for me, embracing change. Tweaking when things aren’t working right. Adjusting when I’m uncomfortable, or need to get uncomfortable. My routine is mostly defined by days and weeks, but at the prompting of Austin Kleon, I’ve begun to think in lunar cycles and seasons, too.
I definitely reawaken at the end of summer. I also seem to have a burst of energy at the beginning of the calendar year. How about you? What’s your favorite season?
They say the full moon is a time to harvest your endeavors. I want to tell you about a new quilt, Fallow Fields, that was born out of frustration at unrealized efforts.
Fallow Fields Reclaimed garments, reclaimed linens, hand-dyed cotton, and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 39”h x 41”w. $850. Click here to purchase.
Back in 2016 I was invited to produce a series for (the now-closed) Current Studio’s Art of the Month Club. I made a series of small quilts I called the Current Blocks. I got on a roll and made more than were needed; some remained unfinished in my generously-named “works in progress” bin.
Earlier in 2022 I emptied that bin and spent a few minutes feeling frustrated at all the projects I wanted to make but haven’t made/had time for. I spotted several unfinished Current Blocks and decided to take action: I cut them up. (Quilters get to do this a lot; it’s so liberating!)
Here’s my design wall with those pieces, plus a few fragments pulled from my fabric stash. It felt fabulous to turn frustration into a new creation!
I’m sharing this story to bring you a particular message:
You have permission to start over. You are allowed to stop or change something that isn’t working. You are allowed to take an old thing and transform it into a new thing. Sometimes a thing needs to lie fallow before it can become what it is.
Ta-daa! Feel that fresh energy? (whoosh, whoosh, fairy dust)
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The View From Up There
Quilting and mapping have so much in common. I’ve started a swipe file of screenshots from this Google Earth browser extension - so many of the images are begging to be quiltified! I guess I’ll add them to the “Future Projects” stack…
Now Accepting Commissions for Custom Quilts!
Would you like your very own quilt inspired by a Google Earth view? Let's make it happen!Visit my Commissions page to get started.
“It’ll be a great place if they ever finish it.” - O. Henry
Welcome to the new weekly edition of The Fold! These will be shorter, snackier, and will come to you on the weekends (because you have enough to do on Monday.) Enjoy at your leisure.
...Actually, there is one thing you don't want to wait on:
Road to Oklahoma II: All Roads Lead Home Vintage quilt blocks, reclaimed garments, and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 30 x 62 inches.
As a quilt maker, I do a funny thing: I take a pile of stuff, cut it into pieces, then I rearrange the pieces and put it back together. It’s a constant cycle of destruction and reconstruction. I create problems just so I can solve them. I rip seams, make cuts, and poke holes, just so I can reattach them. Eventually, I do enough damage, and my work tells me that it’s complete.
Thus it was with Road to Oklahoma II: All Roads Lead Home.
Awhile back I was given a shoebox full of unfinished quilt blocks. (The person who gave me these says the maker was a family member, but they’re not sure exactly who.) After some research I learned that these blocks actually form the quilt pattern Road to Oklahoma. Since then I’ve experimented with deconstructing these quilt blocks and remixing them with other shapes and fabrics.
Road to Oklahoma I: Under Reconstruction Vintage quilt block and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 15 x 15 inches.
I’m now accepting commissions for custom-made quilts. And I have quite a few of these vintage quilt blocks left that I could incorporate. Interested? I thought so! Start here.
Elsewhere: Mindful Reconstruction
A team of researchers and craftspeople in Bangladesh have been working to revive the ancient art of Dhaka muslin. This legendary fabric is purported to be fine enough to pass through a lady’s ring. Read more about this revival at Bangkok Post. Go more in depth with these articles from the BBC and Smithsonian.
And guess what? I recorded another podcast interview this week, this time with the lovely Ari of Made of Mettle! I’ll let you know when this episode drops, but in the meantime, please listen to BOTH of these podcasts because they are thoughtful, entertaining, and inspiring.
Hey friends, this is a special bulletin from me to you.
I’m having a flash sale this weekend! And because you’re a Fold subscriber:
You’re getting the news a day early.
HOT STUFF FLASH SALE
After many years of loyal service, my iron quit. It’s an Oliso Pro, which IYKYK, is the kind of iron that can go all day everyday without complaint. I have a wee lil travel iron I’m using as a stopgap, but having a good iron is kind of crucial to having a quilting operation. It’s time for a new Oliso.
Should I huff and puff and hang my head and whine that my ironing situation sucks?
Or should I have a FLASH SALE?
Let’s do the fun thing. Yeah.
WHEN: From now until 11:59 US Central time on Monday 9/5
I’m not announcing this on the socials until Saturday morning, so y’all get first pick.
Thank you for being a subscriber. The next issue of The Fold comes out soon, for you to enjoy over the holiday weekend. Stay safe, stay healthy, and do something kind for yourself!
I was in a local pho joint recently when I overheard the woman behind me place her order. She asked for beef broth, veggies, no tofu, shrimp, glass noodles, six lime wedges, and extra chili oil on the side. I was like, girl, yes! Ask for the exact thing you want, because you won't get it otherwise! Before I left, I stopped by her booth to say, "Ma'am, you really know how to order your pho!"
That's the spirit of this issue of The Fold. Ask specifically for what you want, or you'll get something else.
Less Staccato, More Legato
Less Staccato, More Legato Reclaimed garments and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 32 x 42 inches. $785 Machine washable, includes hanging sleeve. Click here to purchase.
I started this improv quilt in a workshop early in 2022. The assignment was to gather a group of fabric scraps and order them by tone from light to dark. Typically I choose fabrics to sew together based on the highest amount of contrast I can get, so pairing colors that have similar tones was a challenge for me.
I worked and worked on this piece, moving chunks around, taking things apart, putting areas back together upside down. I kept asking the fabrics, What do you want to be? Where do you want to go? What do you want to say?
Finally I broke free of my typical staccato rhythm of lights and darks (like in And The Other) and put together passages with a more legato vibe: less dit-dit-ditta-dit, more laaaalalah.
I turned 42 this month. Woohoo! Possibly the nerdiest year in the human lifespan. Life, the Universe, Everything, all that. For this trip around the sun, I'm asking the universe to open up in a big way. I'm ready to receive.
In the weeks leading up to my birthday, I asked for a big helping of ...well, help. I wrote letters to my collectors, patrons, and friends asking for feedback. I also told everyone that custom-made quilt commissions are now open. I included a return postcard for anyone who was willing to write a short testimonial about my work.
I printed 100 letters, 100 flyers, and 100 postcards. I wrote 99 thank you notes to the recipients. 97 went in the mail. (2 were hand-delivered.)
This was a big ask for me, but you know what? It felt great. I had a little anxiety, but mostly I felt gratitude. I took time to think about how each person on the list had touched my life in a positive way. I put the envelopes into the mailbox with a full heart.
Recommended reading for human beings. Grab your copy here or at your local book purveyor.
Transitions: Goodbye to Patreon, Hello to Weekly Folds
I've been running a Patreon campaign for about 6.5 years, and it's been glorious. However, I feel like that project has run its course, and as I'm pivoting to focus on commissions, I will be shutting my Patreon page down at the end of August. I know some of my patrons are reading this, and I want to thank you for going with me on the journey. You are a splendid person.
Starting in September, this newsletter is going weekly! Get ready for The Fold in slightly smaller doses, more often. Like a multi-course meal turning into snacks. Who doesn't like snacks?
Welcome to issue number five of The Fold. Pull up a chair. Lemonade? There’s fresh mint, and a dish of sugar water for the bees.
In This Issue
Omakase II: How quilting is like ordering sushi
Blueprints for Estivation
SYNESTHESIA
Now Open: Commissions!
Trust: The Essence of Improvisation. And Sushi.
Omakase II: Out On The Town. Deconstructed garments (new and vintage) and additional cotton fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 42 x 63 inches. $1140 Click here to purchase Omakase II.
Do you ever get decision fatigue? Are you ever faced with so many choices, either good or bad, that your brain just wants to crawl under the covers and weep? We've all been there. Don't ask me to order from a case of baked goods because I want one of everything. And two of those. Click here to continue reading the story behind Omakase II.
Let’s Estivate. I Brought a Blueprint.
Y’all know how I love words. When I learn a new word, I want to tell all my friends about it. I’d like to introduce you to Estivation. Think of it as the opposite of hibernation. When it feels too hot to do anything, we can estivate. Restivate. Guesstimate. Recombobulate. Try it next time you feel summer torpor sliding in!
Have you ever made cyanotypes, aka sun prints? This is an excellent summer activity that folks of all ages and ability levels can enjoy. I made a presentation that’s specifically about creating cyanotypes on fabric, but most of the information applies to paper as well. You are welcome to download that here.
In the summer of 2019, some friends graciously invited me to a cyanotype session and I tried something for the first time. The night before, I took some sheets of the photosensitive paper and folded them into origami cranes, like this one:
I set the folded cranes in the sun for 15-20 minutes, then gently unfolded them before rinsing. This is how one of them looks unfolded:
The darker areas of the paper are the parts of the folded crane that got the most exposure to the sun.
And this is how four unfolded cranes look put together:
If you’re in the central Oklahoma area, or are passing through this summer, stop in at the Fred Jones Jr. Museum of Art in Norman, OK (on the OU campus). There’s a fabulous, multi-sensory, family-friendly installation there called SYNESTHESIA.
I was invited to make some unique items inspired by this new exhibit. You can find them in the gift shop!
You like what you like. You don’t let anyone dictate your sense of style. Your art collection matches the couch, or it doesn’t match the couch. You don’t care if anyone else likes your favorite earrings. When you see something that speaks to you, you trust that connective spark. That’s why I’d love to make a quilt for you.Click here to get started.
"To be is to be perceived. And so to know thyself is only possible through the eyes of the other. The nature of our immortal lives is in the consequences of our words and deeds that go on apportioning themselves throughout all time." Sonmi451 / Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell
In this issue:
Yoga
A Soft Place to Land
Quilt Story: The Cutter
Everthing Sucks, So... issue #8
Head, Shoulders, Knees and Toes (Knees and Toes)
Do you do yoga? I practice sometimes. I first tried it in college (where my $cholar$hip paid for classes!). My favorite asana has always been the forward fold.
"Uttanasana" translates roughly to "intense stretch pose," but for me, it's about surrender. I surrender to gravity. I surrender to the reality of my body that day. I surrender the desire to make a perfect shape, surrender to imperfection. I surrender my thinking mind to my physical senses. To stillness, non-doing. And I love the journey, from all-the-way-up-there to all-the-way-down-here.
head, shoulders, knees and toes, knees and toes
What have you surrendered lately?
A Soft Place To Land Cotton fabrics, 13x15.5 inches Machine pieced and quilted with additional hand quilting $368 Click here to purchase.
This is a small wall-hanging quilt I recently made, in response to a thought-work exercise with Kyla Mitsunaga, aka the Asian Auntie You Didn't Know You Needed. I'll tell the whole story another time, but this piece is about surrender.
I surrendered to some scary thoughts, deeply embedded in my subconscious. I let them come to the surface, which felt like momentary freefall. With Kyla's help, I gave them a safe, soft place to land. This experience is already giving rise to a new series. A Soft Place To Land is the first iteration. Click here to bring this piece into your own space.
The Cutter
I have a quilt on my bed that's about a hundred years old. This is useful for several reasons.
1. It's warm. People sometimes ask me why the quilts they remember from childhood are warmer/heavier/cozier than quilts today. That may be partly nostalgia, but wool and cotton battings were much more common in previous decades. Now quilt battings are usually polyester or a cotton/poly blend.
2. It's beautiful. We musn't dismiss the utility of beauty.
3. This quilt was made with a technique unusual for the time. My friend Martha (a quilt collector who sold me this piece) told me that the quilting is freemotion, but it was done on a treadle machine. Now, if you're a quilter, your eyebrows are likely raised. Freemotion quilting is how you make loop-de-loops and pretty much any design besides straight lines. This is easy with a longarm quilting machine, and with some domestic machines (depending on the quilt's size), but I struggle to imagine getting this done on a treadle, especially considering the consistency of the stitches. Wowza.
[Why isn't this quilt being kept under archival conditions? Because some of it looks like this:
And some of it looks like this:
In the industry, this is called a "cutter."]
4. My favorite thing about this quilt: It has a history. And - this is crucial - I don't know what that history is. I only know what's happened since I saw the quilt at Martha's garage sale. Previous chapters are closed to me.
Here's why that matters.
Did you read the book or see the movie Cloud Atlas? The narrative is structured around big time jumps and seemingly unrelated characters. But it's all connected. Because no one knows what part of your life is going to go on existing after you're gone. You could be a lawmaker or a tycoon or a research scientist and your contributions to future generations might be obvious. But most of us don't know what our legacy will be. It's out of our control. We have to surrender.
Creators are often preoccupied with the idea of legacy. We are surrounded by messages telling us who to be, how to be, how to ensure our efforts make an "impact" in an atmosphere of noise. It's a lot of pressure. By choosing to acknowledge our very limited control, we can find freedom.
I don't know who made the quilt on my bed. There's no label on it. (FYI: Label your quilts!!) The maker was probably a woman. So I'll tell her now: Dear Ms. Quilter, Somehow your quilt made it into my hands, and I appreciate what you created. Thank you.
Everything Sucks, So... issue #8!
It's a good time to order the latest issue of the ESS zine. Why? Because issue #8 (Add It Up, aka By The Numbers) is the last one. For now, anyway. I started this zine as a pananorama project and I feel that it has served its purpose. Issue #8 is available now in my web store. Back issues of ESS (both paper and digital editions) will remain available as long as y'all keep buying them, whether that's through my website or in OKC at DNA Galleries or Literati Press Bookstore. Thank you for coming with me on this journey.
We'll chat again next month. Take good care of yourself.
Hey there. It’s good to see you again. If you decided to enjoy this newsletter without getting out of bed first, bravo! Snuggle in and get ready to read about sheets.
It’s The Little Things
You know how we have these pet peeves that seem relatively insignificant compared to *gestures around*, but they become that thing you would go to the barricades for?
Mine is pockets. I would plant my flag on the hill of All Clothing Should Have Pockets. As long as we’re still segregating clothing by gender (unnecessary, see Degendering Fashion), those clothes should have places to put things.
Hence the title of this quilt:
Pockets, aka Can You Hold This For Me?
Pockets / Can You Hold This For Me? Deconstructed garments and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 57x59 inches, 2021. $2575To purchase, visit my web store.
For the backing, I used a vintage bedsheet - yummily soft, faded and worn with time. As you can see in the photo above, there was a spot that needed repair before quilting. I’m a fan of visible mending.
I used to think hospitals were scary places. But after a few inpatient stays (shout-out to autoimmune disease!) and sitting with my mom through some procedures, I’ve changed my tune. Hospitals are where we go to get the care we need. They have snacks, and socks, and warm blankets, and really really nice people helping you to get better. It’s no suite at the Hilton, but there can be unexpected niceties.
Picture this: January 2021, pandemic, I’m in a hospital bed, and patients are not permitted to roam the hallways (for good reason). Late in the evening, a sound travels down the hall. It’s warm, and warbling… it’s a human voice. It’s a man, and he’s singing.
I thought, oh, someone’s listening to a streaming church service (it was a Sunday), or there’s an opera special on TV. The next morning, there it was again. Again I thought, TV, or a video online or something. That afternoon, again.
My fellow sick person was singing. Like, trained, operatic style. A tenor. He continued to serenade us over the next few days. I didn’t find out if he took requests, but he did get around to O Sole Mio the day I went home.
You just don’t know where you’re going to find beauty.
You know what I didn’t find at the hospital? Hospital corners. Maybe they still do this in the military, but apparently it’s not a thing in hospitals any more. They use the sheets with the elastic corners like us normal folks. Easier, and more practical.
In case you were wondering? I don't care how you make your bed. You do you, boo.
Other Kinds of Folds
Speaking of sheets, have you ever seen the work of Antonio Corradini? Corradini, a Rococco-era sculptor, was a master of depicting the human form as though draped with gossamer-thin fabric. Remember, these are marble carvings!
Welcome to The Fold. Pour yourself a cup of coffee and pull up a chair. There's plenty of room at this table. Algorithms, trolls, likes, little red numbers and dinging bells? Not right now. Pictures and stories? Yes.
I'm really glad you're here.
In this issue:
Workin' the Cattle
Love Letters, Delivered Obliquely
Your Free Gift: a Love Letter from You to You
Workin' The Cattle
Deconstructed garments and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 39"h x 33"w, functional -or- wall hanging, $675
Winter-yellow grass. Warm sunrise on dots of snow. A pervading hum.
Workin' The Cattle is a quilt I made inspired by the Jentel artist residency in Wyoming. Jentel is on an idyllic piece of land surrounded by ranches. When I was there, the neighboring ranchers were "workin' the cattle". I didn't find out exactly what that means, but it was the source of a continuous, low-level mooing in the distance. Read more about the process behind this quilt on my Patreon blog (part 1, part 2).
To purchase Workin' The Cattle for $675:
Contact Caroline at Cerulean Gallery by phone: (214) 564 1199 or email: caroline@theceruleangallery.com
Love Letters, Delivered Obliquely
I try to be a good person. I try to meet the world with empathy and compassion, try to consider other people's perspectives before giving them the side-eye. I try, but I don't always succeed.
Recently I took myself to a hotel for a two-day work retreat (very productive, and coincidentally, the same two days as a winter storm). While enjoying the complimentary breakfast, I overheard the desk clerk deliver a rant about ...things I won't detail here. Suffice it to say, our views on The Way Things Are don't match up.
Reader, I judged. Hard. Then I went back to my room, packed up (it was the end of my stay), and prepared to head out. When I returned to the front desk, I saw these:
Welcome to The Fold. Pour yourself a cup of coffee and pull up a chair. There's plenty of room at this table. Algorithms, trolls, likes, little red numbers and dinging bells? Not right now. Pictures and stories? Yes.
I'm really glad you're here.
In this issue:
Workin' the Cattle
Love Letters, Delivered Obliquely
Your Free Gift: a Love Letter from You to You
Workin' The Cattle
Deconstructed garments and other fabrics, machine pieced and quilted. 39"h x 33"w, functional -or- wall hanging, $675
Winter-yellow grass. Warm sunrise on dots of snow. A pervading hum.
Workin' The Cattle is a quilt I made inspired by the Jentel artist residency in Wyoming. Jentel is on an idyllic piece of land surrounded by ranches. When I was there, the neighboring ranchers were "workin' the cattle". I didn't find out exactly what that means, but it was the source of a continuous, low-level mooing in the distance. Read more about the process behind this quilt on my Patreon blog (part 1, part 2).
To purchase Workin' The Cattle for $675:
Contact Caroline at Cerulean Gallery by phone: (214) 564 1199 or email: caroline@theceruleangallery.com
Love Letters, Delivered Obliquely
I try to be a good person. I try to meet the world with empathy and compassion, try to consider other people's perspectives before giving them the side-eye. I try, but I don't always succeed.
Recently I took myself to a hotel for a two-day work retreat (very productive, and coincidentally, the same two days as a winter storm). While enjoying the complimentary breakfast, I overheard the desk clerk deliver a rant about ...things I won't detail here. Suffice it to say, our views on The Way Things Are don't match up.
Reader, I judged. Hard. Then I went back to my room, packed up (it was the end of my stay), and prepared to head out. When I returned to the front desk, I saw these: