consider this
what if i applied for an mfa program
or dropped out of school and became a bartender
or i stopped what i’m doing and pursued woodworking
and started flipping furniture i find on the side of the road
what if i became an interior designer
or a ball jointed doll creator
what if i bought old barbies from goodwill and painted them to look like e-girls
what if i became a photographer
and traveled the world
or became a pornographer
or detransitioned and surged up to be an onlyfans girl
what if i got masculinization surgery
or started my own business
or moved to a remote location in northern new mexico
or became a sugar daddy
what if i owned a house
and started a guinea pig herd
and made custom lampshades for a living
what if i lived in a tiny trailer in someone’s backyard
or became a mechanic
what if i joined a theatre troupe
or have a brain tumor
what if i joined a theatre troupe and have a brain tumor
what if i moved to chicago and became a chef
and a comedian
and ran a pigeon sanctuary
or a parrot sanctuary
or became a successful cartoonist with a long and satisfying career
what if i fail
what if i gave up
what then?