Hello there. It continues to be incredibly frustrating times. But first. Skulls.

Things are less than good at my day job. My goal is to save up as much money as possible the put in my two weeks notice at the start of June. Which means one of my expensive hobbies has to go…

Basically like ripping off a band aid. If I keep trying to gently peal it off I'm going to get it off.

So I'm trying to get big cartel to work (it's not) and job hunt (also not good). And I'm hitting ‘pull out my own hair ‘ levels of frustration.

I have an idea for Hellozine. So that's something positive. I also picked up a travel water colour set. So I'm going to teach myself how to paint.

I'm going to paint portraits of artists i like, starting with nick cave.

I also got this.

It's a fret guide for violin. I'm yet to attach it. But I'm looking forward to getting to it eventually.

At the moment I feel like I'm back in survival mode. Which is draining to the point where I am struggling to find energy and motivation to do the things I enjoy and find meaning in.

This results in doom scrolling.

And weirdly, crochet bags.

Love a bag of holding. They are rather satisfying to make.

I'm thinking of selling them the website/ store. If I can get it up and running.

I continue to bing listen to the same music as last week. But I have finished volume 5 of after god. Thing are continuing to feel very unexpected.

I think that is going to be it for this week. The stress of the anticipated hell of working tomorrow is making it hard to concentrate.

So I bid you a good night and may your weekend be significantly better than mine.