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March 17, 2026

Five Reasons I Haven’t Sent a Newsletter Since December

Hi y’all, it has been a bit, and I’m not actually going to just do a list of reasons I haven’t sent this out in a while, but in the interest of being honest, here they are:

  1. Winter is just hard. This winter especially— will there ever be sunlight again? Can you prove it?

  2. Turns out the AuDHD call has been coming from inside the house, and I am battling some pretty intense burnout while trying to day job, do book things, be a partner/parent/friend &

  3. The state of the world is depressing and even though there’s no such thing as a short game when it comes to meaningful change, it is taking a lot of effort to stay engaged and hopeful &

  4. I went to AWP which was fantastic and also deeply overwhelming, so I am still recovering &

  5. I’m having a hard time writing because of all the above while navigating the new dual ASD/ADHD diagnosis while being a trans person in these United States. But like, who among us, amirite?

Still, good things do keep happening, and I am delighted to share those things:

  1. Deer Run was published by Broad Ripple Review in January. Did you know deer sometimes scream like people? Neither did Marcus.

  2. virgo venus press published Nancy is Our Favorite Place to Party, which is an ode to The Craft and 90s occult sleepovers. Grrl, who were you in your past life progression?

  3. I was absolutely honored to have I’ll Be Waiting (Peatsmoke Journal) included in the 2026 Monarch Queer Literary Awards. You can check out or order the issue online.

    Picture of a book laying on a soft, fuzzy sage-green blanket. The title reads: MONARCH 2026, a queer literary awards anthology published by fifth wheel press. A white person in a floral dress is laying with an arm over their face in a field of dark green grass and foliage, with yellow flowers.
    Monarch 2026: a queer literary awards anthology published by fifth wheel press
  4. Huge thanks to Amy Marques and Robert Vaughan for including My Daughter Paints Me a Horse For Mother’s Day in Bending in the Breeze: The Bending Genres Anthology!

    Picture of a page in an open book titled ANI KING, My Daughter Paints Me a Horse For Mother’s Day and the story is below, since it is not available for purchase online or in print

My Daughter Paints Me a Horse For Mother’s Day
It’s the ugliest painting of a horse I’ve ever seen // it doesn’t have eyes // it still follows me around the room // if it were a real horse I’d be afraid to ride it // Ann says Mom can you tell this is Queen Anne // I say of course // I tell her I love it // why do I hate it // the horse is mostly proportionate // it’s good work for an eight year old // the color is even right—tan-gold // Ann’s young enough to know you can love a horse like a person // you can love a horse and never get over it // I think Ann can tell I’m lying // it’s mostly the missing eyes // Queen Anne had such beautiful brown eyes // but Ann keeps asking if I really like her painting // do I really think it looks like Queen Anne // I say yes // she asks did I notice that all the flowers in the field are Queen Anne’s lace // did I see they spell MOM // I tell her it’s perfect // I tell her I love the flowers // I say Ann you’re so clever // Ann says she wishes we could both ride Queen Anne together // me too me too me too // I say Queen Anne was so special // I say she would have loved you too // my daughter asks if I love her as much as Queen Anne // this is a recent phase // every day she likes to ask me if I love her or Mommy more // I am quick and sure to tell Ann I love her most of all // I tell my mother about the painting // she says I told you not to give that girl the same name as that horse.
  5. I handed out a limited edition Family Night zine at AWP, and I still have 16 left; if you would like one (plus a bookmark!) please send me a quick email reply to this newsletter, with your preferred name and mailing address—no location restrictions since I am secretly a stamp hoarder, they can be sent with regular international postage stamps.

    Picture of a rainbow spread of handmade, hand illustrated folded paper zines that say Family Night on the front. The zines are on a wooden table, with a laptop, box of kleenex, and bag of cookies in the background.
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