Moon Memo: I will not be sending it today
Hello from Portland Oregon, where the dread has set in.
I wrote an entire Moon Memo, but decided not to send it because I was worried that people would be worried about me. It's not been a good week. Not at all. But I don't need to fill people's mailbox with that right now. We all have enough to worry about.
I'll be fine. Talked to friends. Talked to Jade. Trying the dance of getting a counselor, if my job lasts past next month (it will. We're having layoffs, and I'm sure I'm not on the block. But I also have trans women who are skipping meals to save up for the worst, so that's a thing weighing on me right now.).
So this is a place holder issue just to say that I love you. Love you all a lot. Hope you are all doing what you need to do to be ok.
This was written in a new writing set up. Right now, I'm switching out how I'm writing a little bit. Using BBEdit on the computer for a change of pace. Nothing against Drafts. It's beautiful, but it is also The Same Thing. BBEdit is newer to me. Have to think through it. Play with how it interacts with my way of working. Play with windows and using a text editor made for programming as a way to find words.
Layout on big screen: 3 smaller windows, top of the screen. Left-To do, right-scratch pad/notes, center-what I'm writing. On laptop, same thing, but bigger windows. Full screen mode. Actually the same size, but scaled how they are.
Wild to be here. Yet another world of tools. None of it matters, as long as the words get written.
And I'll keep reading, as long as people keep reading. Thanks for reading.
Love and stuff,
Misha
