Divided We Fall
thoughts on 9/11 and the pandemic and what they have in common
Stuck Between Stations
on birthdays and loneliness and moving forward
Rugrats and Me
a dumb tv show about kids becomes a touchstone
Music and Loss
giving up the songs we love to preserve our hearts
Possessions and Memories
object permanence
In Dreams
dreaming of flying and flailing
Bricks and Stones
how being bullied as a child has followed me into adulthood
It's Not Over Til It's Over
overthinking at 3am
How To Be Alone
on learning how to be by myself
Hurtling Toward 60
on aging less than gracefully
Dad With the Far Away Eyes
how the stones will forever make me think of my father's happiness
The Summer of Me
turning a season i hate into something i need
Ok
on being ok with things not being ok
Closing Time
finish your whiskey or beer
Love as a Pet Project
reassigning my codependency issues to my dog
In Memory Of
the internet has held on to my memories for me, even if I don't want them
Welcome to the Jungle
foraging for food in the suburbs
The New Abnormal
as we re-enter society, fears abound
Swim Until You Can't See Land
the water is taller than me
End of the Ride
how my peloton came to represent everything i hate about myself