Hey everyone. Sorry I haven’t updated this newsletter in forever. I wanted to use it as a platform to talk about all the cool stuff I like to do, and it used to be pretty easy to come up with something at least once a month. However, things have changed, and I think I’ve been too stubborn to adapt to said changes.

So what has changed? Well, at the moment I haven’t really been making much. I mean yeah I’m still sharpening my skills behind the scenes, but that’s really it. I’m just sharpening my skills but not with any specific project goal in mind. I will admit it did make me very sad at some point when I realized I haven’t been doing anything public facing in months. I talked to someone about it, and they advised me to just start making a thing without worrying about the quality. Well…I then tried such a thing. And I worried so little about the quality it ended up being something I didn’t want to put on the Internet ooops. Yeah it’s weird. It was good to finally get that out of my chest, but it’s barely a finished project and I don’t feel like working on that anymore. So yeah…still no more public facing stuff oooops. But now I feel I don’t actually need to hustle all the time.

I still wanna keep this newsletter going though, but I’m thinking of making this into some kind of journal. No more hustling to make sure I make a new thing every month. I think if I have nothing to show then I should take time to at least write about what I’m thinking. I do believe any artist should try to make art on a regular basis, but I have the valid excuse in that I am currently employed full time and I need to have my regularly scheduled happy time to play video games or do something else idk 🥹. It’s a blessing I still block off an hour or so every weekday to do whatever art I can!

So yeah that’s the deal with me, though I will say I didn’t come bearing nothing:

I hope I don’t jinx this but i wanna start streaming

How on earth am I gonna make time for this?? It’s called “sacrificing time I woulda been spending on playing video games by myself anyway!” Look, I wanted to stream since forever, and I now realize I might be able to figure something out. But I am soft-launching this because I fear if I pick a concrete debut date then something will surprisingly come up, force me to reschedule, and then knock my motivation back to square one. Just please keep track of my Twitch channel okay https://www.twitch.tv/starryyyyyyy_eyes I’ll try to stream sometime this month whatever I feel like playing (maybe Tomodachi Life 3DS).

Okay so yeah that’s what’s up with me. Speaking of games I am really looking forward to Tomodachi Life: Living The Dream, so if streaming goes well then I def wanna stream that too!

okay goodnight that should be all yay