tyn (anonymous)

i am thankful that a thing that felt terrible and heavy like a thick viscous substance i had been living through for a while now had lifted, i am thankful that i misunderstood it and i am thankful that turned out sweet sad loving yet stil heartbreaking i am thankful now that i feel so much i am thankful to be reminded this is not me barely being a person i am thankful it means i am very person 

i am thank i just now took a break to take out my meibomian gland disfunction eye mask out while the oven is heating up and gave myself a break to let my apprehensive heart calm down i am thankful that when the oven is ready i won't have to rush to get the eye bag out and worry the oven will get cold already 

i am thankful despite feeling this new kind of alone alone i feel like i might learn know at least go through something about being alone i am thankful i made a decision today on how i will spend the next six months i am thankful i have found this text box to type this in i am thankful it feels like a sustained cascaded form of twitter like a larger performative writing but to a audience of at least onei am thankful i am writing that i am thankful and believing it

i am thankful at the way m smiled at me for no reason while walking past today at work i am thankful at the silly faces we all made and the jokes we played

- anonymous (6/28/16). i am thankful for having feelings