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a second day back at a habit that you've picked up and put down many times before

 

that there is always the opportunity for a second day back as long as you have at least one more day ahead of you, which all of us do until that time when we no longer have problems and so don't need to worry about it

 

the song "it's gonna rain" by rev milton brunson and the thompson community singers and its use in i may destroy you

 

the whooshes and whirrs of phased tape, thick with saturation, which is noise on purpose for color, disintegration loops

 

a spell i designed for this site: take something someone to you that hurt you and write it out as accurately as you can and then put it in the voice of gilbert gottfried and then play the clip on loop until the teeth of the memory have been softened by absurdity

 

the part at 2:57 on "august" when the vocals are reduced for a moment to just this neon smudge of what they've been and then come rushing back in, a getaway car (in that song, singing the "put the money in a bag and I stole the keys / that was the last time you ever saw me" part with the ridiculous spin she puts on the ball)

 

it was almost a hundred today and the power went out after dinner for the second time recently, which i figured was because of everyone using their air conditioning, and so we sat in the heat for a while and then d said "but why does the wifi still work" 🤔

 

flipping a circuit breaker, which i always have a low level fear is either going to blow up the house or shock me like in a cartoon where your body x-rays, but i have flipped many breakers and neither of these things has ever happened to me so far

 

the image on the simpsons of  homer having, in the depths of hot summer, fashioned a tent around the open fridge and freezer, which i think of every summer when it gets sticky

 

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