insomnia

i’m thankful that though i had horrible crushing insomnia for a long time where i never knew how long the worst part of my brain would be awake alone in the darkness for years now basically every day like clockwork i take a pill before bed and i sleep the whole night and then wake up and the pill doesn’t seem to have any noticeable side effects and costs 7 dollars a month and i’m thankful that though i know there are lots of kinds of suffering we can’t chose to be relieved from this is one where i could.