(j)(2)

March 10, 2017

i'm thankful for aphantasia, which is something i didn't know existed until a half an hour ago. i'm thankful for my comical reaction to hearing the...

3/9/17

March 9, 2017

i'm thankful that though i had an unpleasant convo that wouldn't end with an unpleasant customer yesterday, overall my new job is really great. i'm thankful...

3/8/17

March 8, 2017

i'm thankful for sarah, who makes me laugh and makes me cry. i'm thankful for safy and her friendship with sarah, which is both hilariously confrontational...

(c)(9)

March 7, 2017

i'm thankful to feel lost. i'm thankful for how it feels like a lie to write that, a lie i might perhaps be telling myself so as to calm myself. i'm thankful...

3/6/17

March 6, 2017

i'm thankful to report to you that i stayed in a stupid, grumpy mood for most of the day yesterday, despite really trying to be in a better mood. i'm...

3/5/17

March 5, 2017

i'm thankful that usually we don't have plans that require us to leave the house on sunday. i'm thankful to know that i woke up in a stupid grumpy mood...

(fsa)(15)

March 4, 2017

i'm thankful for forgetting how the clock doesn't turn in 15 minute blocks (of billable hours). i'm thankful for being over 25% over my billable hours...

2/3/17

March 3, 2017

i'm thankful that when i stepped out our back door into the cold night to go to band practice yesterday, it felt very strange and i realized as i was getting...

(L)(7)

March 2, 2017

I’m thankful 2016 is done, I think. 2016 for me was full of objectively ‘good things’ that are actually endings, and I’m not good with endings. Reaching...

3/1/17

March 1, 2017

i'm thankful that i didn't realize february was such a short month; i'm thankful to have woken up this morning and found out that it was march. i'm thankful...

(moe)(12)

February 28, 2017

i'm thankful for moonlight. i'm thankful for how stunning it is. i'm thankful for the use of colour and light and silence and music in it. i'm thankful that...

2/28

February 28, 2017

i'm thankful that last night, i accidentally knocked the orange chamois towel that d uses to hold her hair when it is wet onto the bathroom floor. i'm...

thank you notes 2/27/17

February 27, 2017

i'm thankful for moonlight. i'm thankful for how certain works of art have the capacity to change your vision, to make it briefly possible for you to see...

2/26/17

February 26, 2017

i'm thankful to have had a very lazy saturday yesterday. i'm thankful to have read the most recent issue of new york in the bath. i'm thankful that d not...

thank you notes (fsa)(13-14)

February 25, 2017

i'm thankful that i haven't really had the time (or rather the emotional energy) to write thank you notes as often as i had done in the past. i'm thankful to...

2/24/17

February 24, 2017

i'm thankful to be sitting at the gate of the airport where i will get on a plane to another airport where i will get on a plane to another airport where d...

thank you notes (madeleine)(2)

February 23, 2017

i'm thankful for my laundromat, 'baby girl's bubbles and cleaners.' i'm thankful that that is really its name and that i'm not even lying to you. i'm...

2/22

February 22, 2017

i'm thankful my first full day of work went well. i'm thankful that my trainers/leads are thoughtful and understanding and caring and funny. i'm thankful for...

2/21

February 21, 2017

i'm thankful to have slept very deeply after a long day of traveling and introductions. i'm thankful that though it has been raining since i got here it was...

2/20

February 20, 2017

i'm thankful that i am sitting in seat 27D of a machine that is going to take me thousands of feet up in the air and then halfway across the country. i'm...

2/19

February 19, 2017

i'm thankful that d and i slept late, long, and deeply this morning. i'm thankful for lazy sunday mornings. i'm thankful for maybe my all-time favorite...

2/18

February 18, 2017

i'm thankful for a really fun band practice last night. i'm thankful for the comedy of our keyboardist not realizing we were all waiting outside on his porch...

2/17

February 17, 2017

i'm thankful for this 17 hour video of someone clicking a mouse one million times. i'm thankful that i would assume that would take much longer than 17 hours...

2/16

February 16, 2017

i'm thankful that though i slept poorly last night, i did sleep some. i'm thankful to wonder if some change in my supplements has caused or exacerbated the...

2/15

February 15, 2017

i'm thankful for stardew valley. i'm thankful to recognize the irony that in my short break from work i am playing a game about work, but i'm thankful for...

2/14

February 14, 2017

i'm thankful that i don't have to go to work today. i'm thankful that i got lots of errands done yesterday. i'm thankful that i got the tubes on my bike...

2/13/17

February 13, 2017

i'm thankful that our trip to knoxville was fun. i'm thankful that i don't really like long car trips and don't normally have to take them, but i'm thankful...

2/12

February 12, 2017

i'm thankful that i got a hole in one at minigolf.

krs(3)

February 11, 2017

I am thankful to be up early, before G or A, to enjoy the morning quiet for a little bit. I'm thankful to have rediscovered my morning rituals after having...

2/10/17

February 10, 2017

i'm thankful that today is my last day at this job. i'm thankful that yesterday was perhaps the busiest craziest day we have had in a while, which is really...

2/9/17

February 9, 2017

i'm thankful that last night on our monthly happy hour hangout, i was telling my coworkers about how i'm afraid of dying in addition to lots of other things...

2/8/17

February 8, 2017

i'm thankful that last night in bed d was surprised by the sudden smell of oranges, which i at first lied and told her was because i had been eating a lot of...

tyn(J)

February 7, 2017

i'm thankful i had pie for breakfast today. i'm thankful that last night when i got home at 10:30 last night i decided it was too late for pie and...

2/6

February 6, 2017

i'm thankful for the movie mustang, which i watched on netflix last night during the super bowl and which was so very beautiful and moving. i'm thankful for...

2/5

February 5, 2017

i'm thankful that i had another night of poor sleep last night. i'm thankful that last night, probably because too late yesterday evening i was doing some...

2/4/16

February 4, 2017

i'm thankful that i woke up in the middle of the night and had the shitty kind of thoughts your brain produces when you're stressed about something and you...

2/3

February 3, 2017

i'm thankful for a great, energizing band practice last night. i'm thankful that i rehearsed by myself before going to practice, which helped me have more...

2/2

February 2, 2017

i'm thankful to have gone out with our friends last night, even though i didn't want to. i'm thankful that though i was upset that i had misremembered the...

2/1

February 1, 2017

i'm thankful that other people are also feeling the kind of double sadness ("sad personally & then with the news, I'm both reminded that my own problems are...

1/31/17

January 31, 2017

i'm thankful for the long strange dream i had last night where there was a nun who was a saint and i was present in her bedroom when she was about to die and...

1/30/17

January 30, 2017

i'm thankful for the powdered sugar dusting of snow that fell yesterday. i'm thankful to remember when i was a kid and my mom made snow cream from snow my...

1/29/17

January 29, 2017

i'm thankful that i quit my job and accepted a new one on friday. i'm thankful to the reader of this newsletter who works at my new company and who urged me...

(moe)(11)

January 28, 2017

i'm thankful to be having trouble writing this because i'm trying to drag myself out a depersonalisation episode. i'm thankful things feel surreal and odd....

1/27/17

January 27, 2017

i'm thankful that last night on facetime my dad announced that he had quit his job. i'm thankful to find that scary but also to be happy for him and to hope...

1/26/17

January 26, 2017

i'm thankful to be writing this on my phone in my bed the night before you read it because i have a dentist appointment in the morning before work. i'm...

tyn 1/25

January 25, 2017

i'm thankful to be alive in the world, even though the world is terrible. i'm thankful to have sat here for several minutes without being inspired to write...

1/24

January 24, 2017

i'm thankful for celebrity big brother UK, which we watched most of the first episode of the most recent season of last night. i'm thankful for the show,...

1/23

January 23, 2017

i'm thankful to have gone back to doing lazy yoga, since i wasn't doing more formal yoga because i wouldn't make myself or would find an excuse not to or...

1/22

January 22, 2017

i'm thankful that it was 64 degrees and sunny here yesterday. i'm thankful that every year as it comes on, i have this defatist tendency to think of winter...

1/21/17

January 21, 2017

i'm thankful that yesterday, i left the house on my lunch break to pick up my sleeping pills from the pharmacy. i'm thankful that before i left, i applied a...