i'm thankful that there's only one more morning of waking up alone, since d's work retreat will be over soon. i'm thankful she had a really difficult day yesterday and i'm thankful to be proud of how she handled herself, as i always am. i'm thankful to get to go to the dinner at the boss's house tonight, even though i feel slightly apprehensive to see my old coworkers, most of whom i haven't talked to since i quit and a few of whom i just ghosted on. i'm thankful that this apprehension is outweighed by my affection for my old coworkers (most of them at least) and moreover by the fact that i will get to spend time with my favorite dog in town who d and i sat for in the winter (not the golden retriever we sat for more recently, who i am not thankful for). i'm thankful to imagine throwing a stick for him to catch and return to me and getting to pet him a lot.
i'm thankful for pitchfork's best album lists and for
this piece about them. i'm thankful that last night i wanted to play music on the good speakers in the living room but couldn't get the chromecast working so i sat on the floor directly in front of them with my laptop plugged into the aux cord. i'm thankful that though this was inconvenient, it also made me feel like i was inside the music in a way i don't get when i sit farther away.
i'm thankful for
this excellent favorite songs 2017 playlist by sam donsky, which iintroduced me to/reminded me of a bunch of really wonderful songs. i'm thankful for the gentle pump of "
fior di latte" by phoenix. i'm thankful for the stately piano loop on "
flood watch." i'm thankful for the extraordinary machinery of "
issues" by julia michaels. i'm thankful for "
just can't get enough", which is like finding a really cool jacket on sale at a vintage store. i'm thankful for the sweetness of amber coffman's voice on "
no coffee." i'm thankful for "
astral plane" by valerie june, which makes me want more country produced like shoegaze. i'm thankful for "
no. 28" by methyl ethyl, which makes me feel like rory watching the shins in that one episode of
gilmore girls.