March 11, 2019

3/11

i’m thankful she’s back home, since i don’t have to worry about her in the same way i did when she was in the hospital, even though it’s harder, in a way, because it doesn’t feel like she loves me right now, like everything i do or say is wrong and bad, like the me she sees when she looks at me is the most uncharitable caricature, i’m still thankful.