i'm thankful that i ate some blueberries for dessert last night instead of chocolate or ice cream or a pastry, even though i would have rather had chocolate or ice cream or a pastry. i'm thankful to know myself and know eventually i will not be able to resist those things (and don't want to live a life where i have to resist them forever), but i'm thankful to try to resist them for a while.
i'm thankful that though i spent like two hours trying to figure out what was wrong with my app yesterday and it was just that i needed to wrap an object in a string to send in a request rather than just sending the object, i did eventually figure it out.
i'm thankful for
american war, which was a very gripping dystopian novel with a richly imagined world, even though i found its approach to race (in the context of a second american civil war)...lacking, an absence i kept thinking would be filled with critique or satire or something happening and then just...wasn't, imo. i'm thankful for
the book of joan, which was a very trippy dystopian novel that felt like if kathy acker directed
the oa. i'm thankful for
the woman who smashed codes, which i started last night.
i'm thankful for the first three episodes of the new season of
black mirror, which have various holes that d and i like to make fun of together but i'm thankful that making fun of the show is part of what makes it enjoyable and not such a dour bummer machine (i'm thankful, though, for those bummers, thankful, re: "what if phones but too much," for critiques of technology, however ham-handed or melodramatic they may sometimes be, which i think are always more useful than empty acceptance or celebration of the status quo). i'm thankful for
jesse plemons.