12/4/19

i'm thankful, as i am every day on this year, for the song "december 4th" by jay z, even though i can't link it to you because (as i will say again) he is destroying his legacy by not making his music available on any non-tidal streaming!

i'm thankful that i allowed myself to acknowledge that i find his dark materials really boring and to have looked at my phone while d finished this week's episode.

i'm thankful that i have an appointment before work this morning and that though i'm nervous about it, it's going to be fine. i'm thankful that i did some head banging against problems at work yesterday and though one turned out to be more complicated than i thought, another was surprisingly more simple. i'm thankful for balance and i'm thankful to hopefully have it today, too.

i'm thankful that d was walking around the house singing "criminal" by fiona apple yesterday and i'm thankful that in her absent-mindedness, she kept singing "all i need is a big defense" instead of "what i need is a good defense" and eventually i told her and she laughed hard. i'm thankful that while i was testing out some equipment yesterday we sang karaoke together in the living room.