i'm thankful i woke up an hour before my alarm clock this morning. i'm thankful when that happens but it's not because of a bad dream or worries about the day to come or medication problems or insomnia, but just because your body feels rested and woke up an hour earlier. i'm thankful for the times when this hour feels like a gift; i'm thankful to have laid in the dark, my limbs limp, breathing deeply and enjoying the sensation of being under the covers and knowing that it wasn't time for the day to start yet.
i'm thankful that d and i deep-cleaned and reorganized our house this weekend. i'm thankful for all the new space. i'm thankful that though we had big plans for going out and doing things on saturday, instead we stayed home and ordered fancy pizza and ate chocolate and watched tv, which was wonderful. i'm thankful to recommend that you do not watch the mountain between us, which was really terrible even by disaster movie standards and was largely composed of scenes of kate winslet and idris elba's characters sleeping because they were tired and cold.