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Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-17
March 18, 2026
A full alarm is sounding by the time that I get to the elevator. Several other people from my hall are waiting for it. One resident wanders past us to her...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-16
March 17, 2026
I'm still up and dressed when the day's first alarm sounds at about 1:30 AM. Only five people get to the shelter before me, but it eventually fills up....
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-15
March 15, 2026
As I settle down to try to sleep, late at night, I realize that I can't find my phone. I know it's somewhere in my apartment, but I don't see it. I'm not...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-14
March 14, 2026
Nothing much has happened today. At least not yet. We did have four or so alerts since I posted last night. Only one (or possibly two) led to alarms. I went...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-13
March 14, 2026
The door of the smaller elevator in our wing always squeaks the same three note sequence when it opens: a brief squawk somewhere above middle C, then up a...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-12
March 12, 2026
After alerts and alarms at half past midnight and 4 AM, I get caught up in a dream where I'm walking through midtown Manhattan. The street names and numbers...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-11
March 11, 2026
I'm happy when the night's third alert goes off. It's about a quarter to four in the morning. I've been deep into a nightmare (something about my parents...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-10
March 10, 2026
A couple of other residents are sitting next to me in the shelter early in the day, with their daughter between them. The daughter tries to take a selfie of...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-09
March 9, 2026
After the night's second missile alert, around 1:30 AM, a relative north of us writes on the family WhatsApp that shrapnel, or something like it, has fallen...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-08
March 8, 2026
I'm in the nurses' office when the missile alert goes off. It's about 7:30 AM. They've already checked my blood sugar. There's enough time after the alert...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-07
March 7, 2026
During one of the mid-afternoon missile alerts, a neighbor who used to work here (and who, word has it, is coming out of retirement to cover some shifts at...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-06
March 6, 2026
Other than a couple of alerts this morning, the day is relatively quiet. In the evening, once Shabbat starts, we have three, about an hour apart. The...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-05
March 6, 2026
I mostly sleep in my big comfy chair nowadays. It's actually a bit more comfortable than my bed, and easier to leap out of when I hear missile alerts. I also...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-04
March 4, 2026
The breakfast and supper cart rattles down the hall at about 9 AM. Some of the same staffers guide it, but without the fuzzy headbands this time. Purim is...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-03
March 3, 2026
The elevator door won't close. Three of us are onboard, headed down to the shelter after an alert at a little after midnight. It takes me a while to spot the...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-02
March 2, 2026
Hi, all. I’ve been posting to Facebook since the new war started, but only put the pieces back together to do the newsletter now. So here are the four most...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2025-12-14: Movie Release!
December 14, 2025
Hi, all! We’re officially releasing my film dreamtext דברי חלום online, for free, today. You can find it at https://metatronarts.com/dreamtext/ The dreamtext...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2025-11-17
November 17, 2025
Hi, all! It’s been a while. There hasn’t been a whole lot to write about: no new wars, and the existing ones are in such a confusing state the Schrödinger's...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2025-05-26
June 27, 2025
This is mostly a test, as I try to do some things correctly with the emailing software that I had kind of hacked together before. (And big thanks, once...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2025-06-25 -- Instant eBook!
June 25, 2025
Hi. I'm Joseph Zitt. I moved from the US to Israel in 2017. This is my newsletter about more-or-less daily life in my city in the shadow of war. You can...
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