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Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-04-08
April 8, 2026
As we huddle in the shelter during the first of three missile alerts after midnight, bulletins beep on our phones. According to the US, or at least its...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-04-07
April 8, 2026
I stand outside the dining hall like a carnival barker, waving my arms and calling to passing residents: "We will be doing Kiddush right now, inside, near...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-04-06
April 6, 2026
I'm sitting in the shelter during the day's fourth missile alarm, reading WhatsApp messages. A friendly dog wanders over and slaps her paw down on the phone....
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-22
March 23, 2026
I think I'm going to pause these daily posts. The days and alarms are blurring together. Nothing seems to change other than the growing tally of who has...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-21
March 22, 2026
Nothing much happened here today. A couple of runs to the shelter, some mix-ups over meal schedules, but that's it. There are reports of heavy attacks on...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-20
March 20, 2026
The son of a resident sits on the stage in the shelter playing his guitar. He leads some of the crowd in singing "Oseh Shalom Bimromav" ("He Who Makes Peace...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-19
March 20, 2026
The roar from the Cultural Hall is deafening. I imagine that it could shake the elevators at the far end of the House into working properly. According to the...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-18
March 19, 2026
Today has been a blur. Both too much and nothing is going on. What had been disruption is settling into a punctuated stasis. I don't wonder whether there...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-17
March 18, 2026
A full alarm is sounding by the time that I get to the elevator. Several other people from my hall are waiting for it. One resident wanders past us to her...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-16
March 17, 2026
I'm still up and dressed when the day's first alarm sounds at about 1:30 AM. Only five people get to the shelter before me, but it eventually fills up....
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-15
March 15, 2026
As I settle down to try to sleep, late at night, I realize that I can't find my phone. I know it's somewhere in my apartment, but I don't see it. I'm not...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-14
March 14, 2026
Nothing much has happened today. At least not yet. We did have four or so alerts since I posted last night. Only one (or possibly two) led to alarms. I went...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-13
March 14, 2026
The door of the smaller elevator in our wing always squeaks the same three note sequence when it opens: a brief squawk somewhere above middle C, then up a...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-12
March 12, 2026
After alerts and alarms at half past midnight and 4 AM, I get caught up in a dream where I'm walking through midtown Manhattan. The street names and numbers...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-11
March 11, 2026
I'm happy when the night's third alert goes off. It's about a quarter to four in the morning. I've been deep into a nightmare (something about my parents...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-10
March 10, 2026
A couple of other residents are sitting next to me in the shelter early in the day, with their daughter between them. The daughter tries to take a selfie of...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-09
March 9, 2026
After the night's second missile alert, around 1:30 AM, a relative north of us writes on the family WhatsApp that shrapnel, or something like it, has fallen...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-08
March 8, 2026
I'm in the nurses' office when the missile alert goes off. It's about 7:30 AM. They've already checked my blood sugar. There's enough time after the alert...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-07
March 7, 2026
During one of the mid-afternoon missile alerts, a neighbor who used to work here (and who, word has it, is coming out of retirement to cover some shifts at...
Joseph Zitt's [as if in dreams] 2026-03-06
March 6, 2026
Other than a couple of alerts this morning, the day is relatively quiet. In the evening, once Shabbat starts, we have three, about an hour apart. The...
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