smiling. laughing. having fun. experiencing childlike joy.
hi everybody!
there’s no new post but there is a new newsletter! and you are reading it. right now. :)
what’s new?
nothing crazy. I’m just vibing. went shopping with oomfs last week and bought a chair which was unexpected but once I actually take a picture of this chair y’all will understand why I wanted it. it’s currently on layaway tho soooo… gimme like three weeks.
shopping was super fun btw I found a ton of stuff but I am deffo going broke and my credit card bill is craaaaaazy. but we ball
I’m still listening to upstairs neighbors like crazy… I’ve never been a podcast girl and I still am not one but I can listen to them talk all day I think I’ve actually watched all their eps now. I seriously recommend them so badddddd idk if I even have a fav episode to post. watch any of their episodes idk they are hilarious. I subbed to their patreon.
Industry is over and I just finished The Other Two so I have nothing happening in my life now… I was planning on watching The Amazing World of Gumball again but it was suddenly taken off of Max and is now on Disney+?????????
listen, I will pay for anything. I paid for Nebula. I paid for broken and busted AMC+ for far too long. but Disney+? you couldn’t pay me to pay for that. I’ll deal with every streaming service but them. and ever since they took Hulu I can’t even use Hulu like that. like u literally killed the vibe bro. so I guess I’ll never see the Watersons again.
anyway…
I’m trying to practice gratitude. I’m not really but like I’m gonna do it soon. and I’m gonna start a gratitude journal. soon…
also I’m quitting cursing. no more profanity. which is so crazy difficult cuz I’ve been cursing since 6th grade which is like… 10 years now? but I’m gonna do it idc. I know many will miss my incredible and profane quips and wordplay… but that time is over. we’re PG now baby. G soon. but that’s for later.
but back to the gratitude. I had taken practicing gratitude super serious in the past but I want to get back to it because it does make a huge difference in how I feel about myself and the people around me and the world as a whole. I know that when I’m being judgemental of others I’m also becoming more critical and judgemental of myself which is never a good feeling. I want to be at peace with myself and my self image, I want to be proud of the person I am and leave a positive impact on the people around me.
and here’s one thing I am grateful for:
I love the sky so bad. it’s actually one of my favorite things ever. and I’m grateful to witness and notice it every day and appreciate it when I see it.
I’m also very grateful for the people I meet. the ladies at the nail salon I go to and the donut shop I visit are always so nice to me and baby me occasionally, which is so funny to me. I am still the baby of my family and generally the baby of my community at large which is very fun for me because it’s nice to be doted on sometimes. I LOVE LOOKING YOUNG !!!!!!!!! I LOVE HAVING A ROUND FACE !!!!!!!
my kids at work have been really good lately which is always so nice because I hate when they act up. I taught them how to play spoons, slapjack, and BS (renamed to Liar) this week which has been suuuuper fun. I really want them to stop being so spoiled so I’m teaching them card games cuz cards are cheap and versatile and can be very entertaining if you know the right games to play.
I’m just very happy with how things are going right now. I like who I am, a lot. I’m getting better every day and I’m self-actualizing so much, I’m just very grateful right now.
I’d say my goals rn are to stop cussing, read a book by the end of the month, and actually study for my earth science class. but yeah, that’s all. love youuuuuu
oh and this is what I’m listening to. ok thats all bye
I hope you're having a good day. take care of yourself, bye-bye! <3