I know you’ve all been waiting with bated breath!

But Lynn & Ellen are unable to make it tonight, plus—different as this year is—we do usually do take off the January meeting for holidays. I’m not in the mood to run this one alone, fun as last month was. I’m going to solve a puzzle over Zoom with my sister instead.

Chaotic and strange and mysterious and predictable and unpredictable as yesterday was and whether you find it terrifying to the core or darkly funny to the bone, or both or neither, I think conversations are always healthy.

But so is time, just nothingness and time alone, to organize thoughts into words into beliefs and then into openness with conversation without threat. I know have had a couple conversations go fantastically, others I just felt like I was disagreeing with a fake smile. I need time.

So anyway take the night off and we’ll aim for February. No Generate tonight.

Still drink wine if you’re into that though.

love & violence,
Jacob Ford