dear internet,

i am currently making a colour-coded spreadsheet of things about my life that i am confused about. the spreadsheet is in garamond. i want a great deal more certainty than my life in general, and 2020 in particular, is offering me. (are offering me?) i haven't done yoga in weeks and some nights i forget to bullet journal, which makes me sad because it's been one of the most consistent rituals in my life. i am very happy that my closest starbucks is delivering, so that i can hold the knowledge that at all times i am about twenty minutes away from a matcha latte.

i wish, just a little bit, that we could all hang out so that i could tell you these inconsequential updates in person.

love,
t