ah yes. i am excited. i am doing things I did not think I would. i am showing up in ways that excite me. i am battling against the desire to be seen. i am typing in the darkness. i am editing a buttondown archive page with random colors based on an image I found and liked. it is all impermanent. we are all impermanent. it is okay. i can change my mind. i will, even when I am trying not to.

what font? what color? branding. branding. branding. i hate branding so much. i am multidisciplinary ! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO JUST CHOOSE ONE THING. I AM MULTITUDES.

please let me be all that I am.

please stop making me define it.