Revolving door

I want to say yes 

and make the first move, 

even if I am doubtful 

or considered a fool. 

Forgive my clumsy intentions 

feelings are not my strong suit,

but I yearn for connection, 

so pride is no longer the tool.

I know if I skip this chance 

you won't call me insensitive, 

but I want to risk delight, 

have moments I'll be grateful for. 

There is no toll to be paid,

just the resolve to go forward, 

build the capacity to grow, 

and cease to withdraw.

Open the door 

to the myriad of outcomes, 

face the uncertainty 

of unexpected encounters.

Sparks of intimacy, 

embers of courage,

kindling the fire

with truthful proposals.

Love, 

even when it's tough, 

when loved ones are gone, 

or is just plain awkward. 

Be love,

through acts and intentions, 

prioritize presence,

no matter the tension.

Say yes,

when your time comes, 

and know for sure 

love shared was also given.