dec 15 2018 - i told you so

dear darling in december,

this sagittarius season has also been so challenging (see a pattern with me?) and so, so fun. of the sun seasons to get my life together, i wouldn’t ever have thought sagittarius would be it and i’ve still been quite messy (sorry email, can’t with you), but i’ve some how tapped into this hyper-manic GTD energy that I haven’t had in a while. not sorry that i’m finding a mode to work thru the excesses of hyper capitalism lol but am sorry that my communication has received a C- clarity rating from myself and you know how kind I am to me, is this a complete sentence? idk

maybe i’m rambling because i’ve also been noticing a tendency to not speak when i shouldn’t, to feel a sagittarian kinda frustration with myself for seeing a situation unfold at work that I don’t think makes sense, have it go terribly, and then be like, to myself @ me: “you shoulda defended ur boundaries” or “you knew that ur boss was INCORRECT”

and like, yah, i tried and ‘picked my battles’ or whatever but also it’s a lesson for me. i can be strategic or considerate about dealing with things but I can also just speak up