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September 14, 2025

staying sane through big changes

work

Things at work are still pretty crazy. I still feel like all my projects kicked into high gear. With one of them, though, I think we've decided to just target an early eprint/arXiv version, so at least that deadline is more flexible. The main other one that I'm pushing on though requires a lot of writing on my behalf. I feel like I'm running point on about 75% of the paper. It's really exciting, because the results are pretty cool, but it definitely makes me focus.

At the same time, I still don't feel like I'm done onboarding at Stevens. I'm getting more into the drift of things. But I still have a few people to meet with and benefits/accounts that need to set up properly. The department is a little chaotic right now too, because of the recent higher-ed drama with the Trump administration, the economy, and how to use AI. (To be fair, though, this isn't unique to Stevens at all). It just feels like a lot to navigate right now.

It makes me really glad that I don't have to teach till next semester. Although, I'm definitely excited to actually teach crypto! I went to a seminar that gave teaching advice that really hyped me up. It's pretty fortunate that I'll get to teach something that I'm so passionate about.

non-work

At the same time that work is ramping up, My partner and I are traveling to San Diego next week, where she'll stay for a while. The trip will cut into my work and non-work time significantly, but I'm fortunate I have the flexibility to go with her. We're planning to make a really fun trip out of it too, going to see all sorts of things around the area. I also expect to visit there for the next while, so I'll try to feel as at home as possible.

But because of this, we've gotten to spend a lot more time together while she's between jobs! It's let us do a lot that we would've done in New York earlier. Like just yesterday, we were able to go the Metrograph and see Maybe Happy Ending. It was super fun! Definitely a little stressful with everything going on at work. Multiple life changes and busy times are always going to be exhausting though, and all things considered, these are good times.

As a smaller aside, it doesn't help that Silksong released just over a week ago. It is crazy that a game is distracting during such a turbulent time in my work and life. But I am a really big Hollow Knight fan. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't trying to squeeze in as much Silksong as I reasonably can right now. (And in case you were wonder, it is an amazing game.)

Overall, my goals are set at a pretty low bar right now: just to stay stable and sane over the next few weeks.

things i saw this week

  • Quantum information supremacy is claimed to have been demonstrated, which is pretty cool

questions

  • How will AI change what cryptography should work on in the future?

    • Assuming that AI is a normal technology, it will still have a transformative impact on how people use the internet.

    • I've worked on watermarking before, but I think it's pretty limited in practice.

    • But broadly, how will current systems change and what security will they need? I sometimes drift and try to think ahead for what will be needed though as systems change.

Thanks for reading to the end! Here's a picture from the musical we went to:

Maybe Happy Ending Playbill
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