i am a bee, i am a clock, i am scart!
i can't beliebe (...i'm leaving this typo cause it sounds like a justin bieber album, and while i'm at it, i think i'll leave all future typos as well)
anyway, i can't beliebe i'm sitting down to write a second entry, because i can't beliebe i even wrote a first!
i consider myself a compulsive communicator. like if the energy produced by my texting thumbs could be harnessed, at least one small town could be powered. i love messaging w friends. but also, i'm aware that sometimes maybieb i have a little too much to say, and could stand to rein it in a bit. that's why i'm starting to think a newsletter might be the perfect outlet for me while i'm away, 'cause you can come and go as you please, and i'm still gonna get this word count off lol////
with that said, i'm about to go absolutely delightful-unhinged, so excuse me while i kiss the sky (jk that's as unhinged as i'm gonna go)
i met a really cool musician at the beach last night named diego. the language barrier was real, but the vibe barrier was non-existent! i mean, one of my best friends is a cat, so i think language is basically, maybeib obsolete anyway. HA
this is a strange feeling, but i also saw some people that i have met before, but didn;t remember... which is a lot like my life in portland... imo, if you don't see someone for 6+ months both parties gotta reintroduce
what else? if i'm real, my experience so far has felt like a bee drunk on pollen. sun and bright colors have replaced the edgar allen poe sky-ceiling of portland winter, and it feels goooooood
but the flip side, choosing such a long period of time feels decidedly un-vaction-like. and it makes me feel like i live here, which is a dif feeling, you know? it's a bit scart tbh! like, i guess i'm alone in another country? eeeeeek lollll wtf am i even doing? very scart at times but mostly in an exciting way
pigment update: i got sunburnT on day one, so i'm slightly less translucent, but also a lil gun-shy about being outside during the day. i think i need to take it more slowly with the sun. i was trying to move in after the first date.
okay that's enough for now.
so far writing these has been fun and silly. i used to have a real phobia about writing, so it's nice to just not gaf and let 'er rip.
thanks for reading and feel free to reach out to me, my friends! i am a clock, i have nothing but time. :)
*i have been mostly listening to either suuuper minimal ambient tranquil music or amapiano for ^ energy