Welcome to another week of Halimah’s letters!💋.

I just went through an hard time. I haven’t felt that way in a while, I felt like a piece of shit like I was crumbled down by myself, my words, my subconscious, I felt unworthy of the confidence I had, felt insecure, my self worth, confidence even my iman, everything was thrown out the window, the anxiety kicked in like I was crying and I didn’t know why maybe cause I felt like I wasn’t enough I tried to convince myself that I was everything ( confident, bold, beautiful, smart etc) but I was lying cause I didn’t even believe my own words I looked out the window, saw a star and I said to myself “you’re a star,no one can dim your shine, my subconscious said back to me “no you are not a star” at that point I just knew it was over, no need to say nothing no more cause I wasn’t even believing myself” I slept that night feeling not enough.

Days after,well I’m back, feeling confident asf, knowing who I am and that there’s just something in me that wouldn’t settle for less and yeah I just know I have to pull up no matter how crazy it gets.

This just goes to show how much you won’t always feel like the most badass, beautiful, confident and smartest version of you,even your dreams or plans might seem unrealistic and even impossible to acquire or accomplish but you know you just hold on to that tiny faith that you have that everything will be fine. And it will be ❤️. When you know something within you isn’t going to settle for less no matter how crazy it gets, it keeps you going even when you feel like a piece of shit. Life happens, it’s not always going to go smoothly.

“it has to have some rocky moments for the storyline to be more interesting” that’s what I’ve been saying lately cause honestly I couldn’t have said it better.

I’ll see you next time 💋
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Cheers 🥂 to new beginnings